karkat.
i said in a low voice.
all worlds escaped me. i stared into his yellow eyes and it felt like a millenium. whenever we met it felt like too much and yet not enough. but it was different now when i held him in my shivering arms, covered with candy blood.
karkat.
i whispered. his eyes turned on me. a moment later his pupils expanded and filled with vacuum. now i could only hear my beating heart. the only beating heart in the room.
the word stopped for me. i felt like i should have done something for a moment but no. it was all over for karkat and i didnt care for anyone else at the moment. i pretended and tried to hide away from the truth, deep in my hive, so that i wouldnt meet him and drown in his endles eyes again.
FUCKASS he would swear but not on me, always on someone else. we never really talked much. yet i caught his every word, waiting till he open his mouth and say sweet yet horrible things.
glub.
i sobbed and held karkats numb cold body close to myself. now we wont know how much i cherished him, how much i wished us to be together.
glub.
its over for him and i feel it should be over for me. what i am without him in my heart.