Authors note: So yeah this does include some stuff which is unsuitable for the young which is why it's rated M. there will be some major stuff ... Rape... Sex .. ect so you can see why. I will try my very best to update as much as possible over the next couple of weeks as I've finished school and will be attending college in September. So that shouldn't be a problem.
As for spelling and grammar mistakes please accept my apologies and if you could tell me I will correct it as soon as possible. I'd also like to read your thoughts on my fanfiction, and anything that you think you help/improve/make it more interesting I'd like to hear them just PM me.
As for any OC's there will only be one, maybe two but I'm unsure.
Toshiro will be OOC, I'm sorry it can't be helped. Just for your information, His appearance is different, much taller, looks stronger ect, but it will be shown included in the story.
If you have read any of my other stuff... yeah it is shit, but I will try my damn hardest to make my Fanfictions more detailed and interesting. I am also thinking of continuing 'Luke'(If anyone has read it).
Yes this is HitsuKarin...
That's all I have to say for now.
This chapter has been altered slightly on 12/12/2013 at like 12:45 am ...
Karin Kurosaki.
I couldn't sleep. The house was unusually quiet for ten PM, normally Dad and Ichigo would be arguing still, Yuzu would then be shouting, crying out of them to stop.
But no one was home.
Ichigo was at college in Tokyo, Yuzu was at a friend's house for the night. Dad would be off somewhere saving lives, then bugging 'Uncle' Ryuken at the hospital.
But most importantly. He wasn't here.
Not long after the winter war, almost three years ago, Toshiro had come to see me. I had a nightmare that night, when I woke, startled from my dream, he was there, standing at the foot of my bed.
He looked different from when I saw him last at Granny Haru's. He was still short, but his hair was different, and his usual scowl was replaced with a more neutral look. There was something else about him that felt off, though I couldn't put my finger on it. It was like he was ashamed of something, and I knew it had something to do with the war. But from the look of pain in his beautiful teal eyes, I decided against making a comment.
He stayed with me the rest of the night, comforting me.
Something had taken over me: my heart was beating twice as fast, I had this weird feeling in my stomach and I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Something was going to happen, my legs were shaking.
I remember that awkward look we both shared with each other. Then he leaned in...
That was my first kiss, But it felt so natural, his Icy lips pressing softly on my warm. Then his tongue running smoothly across my bottom lip. I remember my lips parting, his tongue sliding into my mouth.
Every other week I'd get a visit from him, But he hadn't showed up yet. But I have complete faith in him. I know he will come to see me.
But the last time I saw him... He said he may not come and see me for a little while. He was acting all strange, it was like he didn't feel well. which was unusual, I know shinigami don't get sick like a human does. Especially not a captain.
I jumped out of bed and opened my window, the frosty air hit me instantly. I stood there for a little while, gazing up at the moon and stars, I had the feeling someone was watching, but it wasn't comforting eyes. Just as I was going to close the window, the smell of freshly fallen snow flowed up my nose, It embraced me lovingly.
Funny thing was, it's the beginning of July.
"Hello Darling" A deep voice came from behind. I recognized this man from somewhere, and his voice, but I'm sure I've never seen this person before.
I couldn't tell you much about what he looked like. The man was taller than me, by at least half a foot. Strong muscles stretched out his shirt a little, he wasn't buff like Kenpachi the captain of the twelfth, maybe a smaller version?
He was in plain clothes, baggy sweat-pants and a plain white tee.
But his hair and eyes, white and teal, screamed familiarity.
"Darling?" He whispered, his arms wrapping around my waist. We fitted perfectly into each other. His face was full of concern. I could see his features more clearly as he stepped out into the moon light.
"Toshiro?" I asked, he chuckled and shook his head gently.
"You don't even recognise your own boyfriend, huh?" I couldn't hold back a giggle. Seconds later his lips crashed down on mine, my arms wrapped around the back of his neck.
The kiss became more heated, his hand slid down to my thigh, pulling my leg into his hip, his other hand pressing on my back, pulling me closer.
"Karin" Toshiro whispered, nuzzling into my hair. I looked up to him, looking deep into his eyes, he opened his mouth to say something, but shut it a second later. "Forget it" He looked away.
"No no, tell me." He didn't respond. "Toshy!" And yes I do have a pet name for him!
His cheeks turned a faint re as he looked back.
"Do you think... we're.." He bit his lips. "You know... ready"
"For what?" I replied.
"You know..." he started to give me weird looks. "We've been in a relationship for almost three years now, and I know we agreed to do it after marriage.."
"Oh" I knew what he was talking about, and I wasn't quite sure what to say.
Part of me, the sensible and mature side, kept telling me no, What if I ended up pregnant (could we even conceive a baby?) what if I ended up regretting it, after all I'd be giving my first time to a man whom I love but hardly see anymore.
But the other side was telling me to go for it, that I should be adventurous and that this is this twenty-first century and i can't keep hiding away, afraid to do something new and ... well dangerous in a way.
"Well?" he whispered. "Do you want to try it... or wait a little longer. It's completely up to you."
"Have you ever... done it before?" I wasn't even sure I wanted to ask that, never the less I got my answer. He shook his head.
Naturally the following ten minutes were a bit awkward, we wasn't really sure ... how to start it but ... yeah.
Slowly, Toshiro's icy hand moved to my thigh stroking my skin with his thumb before leaning in capturing my lips with his.
My arms wrapped around his neck and his moved to my back and side. He pushed me slowly on to the bed then climbed on top of me. Two quiet thumps on the floor told me he had just kicked his shoes of.
I could feel his hand creeping up my shirt.
"You sure you want to do this?" he asked.
"Yeah" He pushed up my bra and squeeze my breast running his thumb over my nipple while leaving small butterfly kisses down my neck.
It felt so good, like I was melting in his arms, I was lost in my own world. Never had I imagine it to feel like this.
Then it rubbed against me: The bulge in his pants.
The scary thing was ... it seemed to grow.
Without fully really realising what I was doing, I reached down and touched it through his jeans, seconds later his grip on my breast tightened, letting out a moan.
"Do you ... like that?" I asked, feeling a blush washing over my cheeks.
"Y-Yeah" We stayed like that for a few moments until he followed my arm down and took my hand, guiding me down his boxers.
we, strangely, both gasped when I touched him. He bit softly on my lower lip trailing his tongue across it while moving my hand against his erection.
"God..." His breathing was slightly heavy, his head fell into the crook of my neck. "Stop, or it'll be over to quickly."
He guided my hand out before moving to rest on his knees.
Moments later he slid of my pajama bottoms, throwing then to the floor.
He move down, his head rested on my closed knees.
"Are you sure you want to do this now." He asked, stroking my thighs. I nodded.
He prised apart my legs, his hands running wild. An icy finger ran up my slit.
"You're so beautiful Karin." Without warning he dived in between my legs, his tongue parting my lower lips, he sucked hard on me.
"TOSHIRO!" I cried out, gripping his hair as tight as I could. Sparks and chills ran up and down my spine, my hips thrust into his mouth. I screamed again, he plunged deeper into me, his tongue diving into my cavern.
He stood up, pulling down his sweat-pants and boxers. I was paralysed at the sight of his manhood. It was so long and big. My face flushed.
"This is me Karin, it doesn't matter I'm in a giagi." He moved closer to my head.
Taking my hand, he wrapped my fingers around his shaft. Following his rhythm, My hand moved back and forth. He moaned in pleasure.
I leant down, kissing his tip softly, it had a strange salty taste.
His hand ran through my hair, massaging my temple.
"Do it, please." I begged. He pulled away, climbing on top of me. "Now Toshiro."
He lifted my legs on his strong shoulders and positioned himself at my entrance.
"Hold on to me." I took his hand as he slid into me. I gasped at the pain, like fire, he stopped. I gave a quick nod signalling for him to continued. I gripped his hand tightly.
"Am I hurting you?" I didn't answer. "I'm almost in" He whispered.
I could feel my flesh ripping, a little blood stained my pale skin. "God, you're so tight Karin." He moaned thrusting his hips.
My body felt numb, but .. how can I explain it... my heart was beating twice as fast, Little electric sparks ran wild all over my body. It was like I was in heaven, but it was bad, the good bad I mean ..
He sped up, each thrust harder than the last.
I was at my limit.
We both screamed each other's name until, finally, he collapsed next to me. Toshiro pulled me into a tight embrace, his fingers making little circles on my back.
"That, that was amazing" I breathed. Nuzzling into the crook of his neck.
I shivered at the cold. I hadn't noticed, but a thin layer of fog covered my bedroom floor.
"Sorry, I lost control." Wait, What?
"You did that?" I asked, he nodded. Toshiro reached down to the floor, picking up his tee shirt and sweat-pants.
He handed me the shirt, it covered most of my body, stopping at my mid-thighs. He pulled on his sweat-pants then turned to embrace me.
Then that strange feeling came back. I looked to the window.
"What is it darling?" asked Toshiro as he smoothed down the hem of 'my' shirt.
"Someone's watching us..." I said confidently, I knew deep down it was true. Someone had been watching us the whole time, but in the heat of the moment I had completely forgot.
Without warning, Daggers shot into the room, directly at us. Toshiro threw me to the floor, but had barely escaped himself. The blade tore at his upper arm, blood trickled down slowly, mocking him.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out his soul candy.
But it was too late.
A man flew into the room, He was dressed in black clothes, and had dark hair and stormy grey eyes. He grabbed Toshiro by the neck, pushing him to the wall.
Toshiro paled, fear plastered on his face, something I didn't understand. He had fought so many hollows and even soul reapers and more since I first met him, and the stories he's told me.
But despite the fear he'd never admit he had. He fought back.
He slid his foot behind the man's and pushed him. As he felt, the man twirled, successfully kicking Toshiro in the face. Toshiro went to punch him... But the man pulled out a knife.
"No! STOP!" I screamed, trying to pull the man away, his hand made contacted with my cheek. I felt to the floor ... hard.
I don't know what happened after that. I heard Toshiro call out my name. Then the familiar sound of pierced flesh.
Then everything went black.
So it kinda goes shit at the end .. but .. okay... what did you think mmm? R&R!
Keep the peace.
Arthur~