AN: So, I was reading this story that was written in second person and it was really good. I've never really written in second person, but I think it has a really cool effect. I was super eager to try it out so I came up with this on the spot. I think it turned out pretty good. I might continue it and maybe make a second chapter with Scam's thoughts in second person and then make a story out of it, although I'm not really sure where that would go, but maybe you can give me some ideas. Anyway, I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: Even though, I'd love nothing more than to say that I own Totally Spies, I can't because it's not true. :(
You glare at the wall, frustrated with yourself. No matter how hard you try, you simply can't deny your feelings for him anymore. Well, judging by the fact you wanted to just push him up against a wall and kiss him senseless, knowing there is no way in hell that you can. Your anger towards yourself rises, he's your enemy, you can't feel this way about him. What would your friends think? Jerry? WHOOP? The world?
Yet, you know none of that really matters to you anymore. You are way past the point of no return. As much as you don't want to admit it, you are in love with him. Tim Scam, your sworn enemy. However, you also know he will never feel the same way about you. He hates you and you know it. You kind of hated him too. Although, it wasn't real hate, it was more of a cover-up kind of hate. Maybe even a form of denial.
You sigh, knowing you've gotten yourself in a really bad situation. How are you ever going to face him again? Especially in a fight. You can't possibly hurt him now. You shudder at the thought of it. Yet, at the same time you want to scream out loud. What have you done to yourself? You can't get out of missions just because you have to fight him. Everyone will know something is wrong. Knowing your friends, they'll be the first to figure it out. You're doomed!
You irrationally begin to ponder if there's a chance he could change. What if he became good? He'd been on the right side at one point. Even though you don't know exactly why he changed, you think maybe he could be convinced to join the right side again. Then you remember exactly who you're thinking about. You laugh inwardly at yourself for even thinking that Tim Scam of all people could possibly become good.
You almost want to cry when you realize just how hopeless you are. You've doomed yourself for heartbreak and sadness. You want to cry, you want to scream, you're angry at the world, at yourself, at him, for putting you in this position. You hate that you love him. No matter how evil, sick, and twisted he is. You know there is no going back. You just have to suck it up and live with it, because no matter how hard you try to deny it,
You are hopelessly in love
with Tim Scam.
Considering it's past 12 in the morning, it's also officially my birthday, so yay! Anyway, let me know what you think, if it worked, if it didn't. If I should continue it or not, maybe some ideas for a story to follow up with this?