I do not own anyone but Armani
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Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I'm sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
I sat on my bed looking out the window of the beautiful view of Tampa Fl. It look so peaceful, but that was the opposite of my life. My life is hell and I can't seem to get out of it. People think that marrying a pro athlete will make your life perfect, but there dead wrong. I'm married to Dave Batista and on the outside we look perfect but behind close doors he turns into someone I never thought I had to meet. I start thinking of what he put me through while I holding the gun in my hand.
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And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
My heart starts beating fast as I remember the times he would hit me whenever I don't do something or I say the wrong thing. He would always say if I just listen to him he wouldn't hit me. I always ended in ball crying my eyes out wondering why the fuck I'm still with him? Is it the money, the notoriety, the stability that he gave when he wasn't in his moods? I just don't know anymore. I mean if you ask years ago you have had a answer. I slowly walk up to the window and put the gun to my head. Maybe it would better this way? But then I put it back down.
Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here means he's never lost
I say a prayer everyday hoping Dave would get better because no matter what he ever done to me I'll always love him. Maybe he can get better or he's one of those men that just never change. Maybe he can prove me wrong? Just maybe.
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And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
But it's too late too pick up the value of my life
As I sit on my bed once more I look at a picture me and Dave took on our wedding and I saw our whole relationship pass through my eyes filled with all the bad and good. And then right there I came to a decision. I grabbed the gun and a fell down my face.
"I'll always love you Dave."Was the last thing that came out of my mouth. An 1 hour later Dave came home mad as hell cause his wife didn't answer his calls like he told her to do. He yelled her name and got no response. He check every room in the house until he got to his room and he felt his heart drop. There he saw his wife laying on their bed with the gun in her hand. He ran to her hoping he was dreaming but this was a nightmare. The he saw a note next to her and when he read it he had tears running down his face. "I'll always love you Dave- Armani." It said. He cause this. He push her to her limit and now she's gone. He grabbed her and pulled her into a hug and gave her once last kiss.
"I love you Mani. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." He said breaking down. Then he grabbed the gun and he lay next to her. "I'll see you up there Mani." That was the last thing he said. Even though all the stuff he put her through she forgave him and with both of them together in heaven Dave finally became the changed man his wife always wanted.
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And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Tell me what you think. This was pretty hard to write and I started crying a little bit. It took a lot out of me but I pulled through.