On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare
I can't escape it. My past, my future... it begins and ends in darkness...and pain. Nothing ever changes. So why do i bother trying to live in the light? There is nothing light inside me... Am I destined to b part of the darkness forever? Should I even go on living in this never ending darkness?
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I watch him suffer...I can't go on watching forever. He needs to see the light he has inside of him. It may not be a bright light, but he HAS a light nonetheless. But he doesn't see it. All he sees is the darkness of his past and the darkness that yet remains. I can't go on standing at the sidelines much longer. Otherwise, he'll fall completely into darkness.
On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare
Now is the time... I can't go on in darkness, surrounded by so much light. I should just end it all... all the pain, all the sorrow, all the endless longing; longing for something I will never attain. It would be so easy to die. Just a quick cut, and then I'll be floating away from all the pain.
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I can see he's willing to die just to end the darkness. I know that this is the end of my passive attitude. I needed to get him to see the light he has. It may be too late, but I got to try.
I feel a hand touch mine... the one clutching my sword. I look up and see her standing above me, pleading with me. I think she knew what I wanted to do. "Don't do it," she whispered to me. "You have light..." she touched my chest where my heart was, "...in here. Don't lose everything you have." I looked into her eyes, light pouring out of every fiber of her. I could feel something stirring in my heart, something that made me feel...lighter. It was there...buried so deep for so long. I nodded at her, and she smiled at me and held my hand in hers.
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I will not die, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying