HEY EVERYBODHY THIS IS A SEQUEL! SO I THINK YOU SHOULD READ THE FIRST STORY WICH IS NORMAL KIDS BEFORE YOU READ THIS ONE BUT ANYWAY I REALLY HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS. SHOUT OUT TO MY BETA KRISSY YOU'RE BOMB ALL IS S.M'S ENJOI DPC OUT

Not So Normal Anymore

Bella POV

"Excuse me Miss, are you okay?" A stewardess asked as she walked down the planes pathway.

"Yeah thanks." I said sniffling.

I am such a coward. How could I do this? Yet, then again, how could I have stayed? I was just making everyone and myself miserable. I just need to be by myself. My house was empty since my mom was in Florida. I am so glad she isn't here, all she'd want to do is talk, that's the last thing I want to do. My phone started beeping the second I turned it on. Several messages from everybody I knew; Edward, Jake, Alice, Emmet, Jasper, Rosalie, my mom and my dad. I let them down. I raided the alcohol cabinet as soon as I walked in, it dried out to soon though. My mom called me, apparently I was only able to stay in Phoenix until the end of the summer. My mom had no plans on leaving Florida and I was perfectly fine with that. I erased every one's messages with out even hearing them. My days were filled with nothingness. I did nothing, the house was spotless and maruchan noodles were my best friend. I didn't have any friends here so no one bothered mom would call occasionally and my dad called everyday and try to get me to talk to the guys. They knew where I was but they couldn't tell anybody else. When he would call, I would just hang up. The days were going by quickly and my return to Forks was fast approaching. Three more days and I'd be back on a plane to see all those faces I wanted to leave behind and forget. I told my dad not to tell any body of the agreement and my dad always kept his promises, he barley even saw anybody to be able to tell them anything anyway. Last year I was just a normal kid going to live in a kinda new place. This year I'm a too skinny, pasty, dark haired emo-acting chick. Crazy right? I guess I'm just not so normal after all.

*Two days left*

What should I pack? Hmm... the clothes I came with.

*One day left*

Carry on, check. Clothes, check. Happiness, lost. Smile, I'll try and look for that. I think it's under the bed. Hmm... rain boots underneath the bed with the smile. Okay I think I'm good.

I didn't sleep at all and my plane was boarding passengers in an hour and a half. I really didn't want to do this, I should have cried when my dad said he had bought my plane ticket and that it was time to come home. I did miss them though, the laughs, and smiles, the easiness the happiness yet I didn't want that at the moment. They all deserved better than me. Maybe they have found that. I hope he found that while I was gone.

Edward POV.

She was gone. The days passed slowly and painfully. I didn't want to talk to anybody see anybody here, anything. She wouldn't even answer her phone. Emmet and Jasper knew where she was, but they would never tell me. I didn't have there phoenix address and so then I tried to get it from the school files while kids were in summer school but I was caught by Mr. Berry. He didn't buy my lame excuse of needing to send some things to the Swan's phoenix residence.

"Son, all you need to do is ask them. You know you can't be back here."

I slammed my way out of the school cursing and shoving everyone out of my way. My mom would try to sooth me telling me she would be back. Or she would tell me she just needed time and that maybe she was with her mom.

After that conversation I went to her house but Emmet and Jasper weren't home and I couldn't just ask Charlie to let me in. What was I to say? "Oh hi, Mr. Swan, I need to look threw you daughters room so I can go fly out to see her and beg her to stay with me?" I waited in my car for Emmet or Jasper to get home so I could get in and look for what I needed but they refused o let me go to her room the mail was nowhere in sight and it was painful to be there. Everywhere I looked I remember kissing her. I left when they told me. I didn't even say good bye. I was awful to be around, that didn't stop them all from inviting me though. I never went of course. To feel all of there love for each other was horrible to me. Work was another story. I missed her smile and the elderly couple would constantly ask for her. Kimburley was given her old job back and the elderly couple stopped coming after a while. I lost weight because I wasn't eating, and not working out. No one ever said her name or mentioned her but they didn't have to do that my room was still the same and all of her things were there. I still slept griping her dress an waking up to her picture. My dreams were so vivid and it felt like she was there, me holding her, kissing her, making love to her. But then I would wake up feeling all over my bed trying to find her but there was nothing. School was fast approaching and I didn't want to go. The last thing I wanted was for everyone to know she was gone and that she wasn't mine anymore.

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