Dear Lily,

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have turned you in.

I didn't mean for you to die, I didn't mean for James to die.

I wish I could bring you back but I know there is nothing I could do to bring you back.

I miss you so much, I wish I could remember what you looked like when you were alive but now all I can see is dead green eyes.

I'm so sorry Lily, I promise I'll look out for you soon

I'm sorry you died because of me.

I'm sorry I called you a mudblood.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry Lily.

I didn't want this to happen.

I never told you this when you were alive.

But I love you.

I love you so much Lily.

I wish you had chosen me instead of James.

Don't you remember when he bullied me?

I guess you always remembered when I called you a mudblood.

That was one of the biggest mistake of my life.

But the biggest mistake

Was telling Voldemort

About Harry

I'm sorry

I

Hate

Myself

Love,

Severus Snape