Mistletoe

WARNING- THIS CONTAINS YAOI! AND A FEW OTHER THINGS THAT ARE NOT…COMMON….PLEASE DO NOT FLAME!

D-Gray Man and its magical assortment of characters do not belong to me they belong to the amazing Katsura Hoshino and I intend to make no profit out of this

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Lavi Bookman was one to not get mad easily (unless it had to do with this stupid recording). He was usually the type of guy to always have a smile on his face even when on missions and battling the ever so annoying akuma. He was especially known for his friendship with Allen Walker. Said friendship was so strong that it had developed into something more…much more. Something had he was overjoyed Allen returned. Something that is a Bookman was never ever supposed to feel…love.

Love was an emotional word. One of those many words that Lavi was not supposed to feel because its forbiddingness' at the order. One was because he was never allowed to feel anything when recording all the bland things that a Bookman was supposed to record. Two because there were no such things as relationships at the Black Order mainly because of Komui's fear of his precious Lenalee getting hurt.

Those two reasons didn't stop Allen and Lavi from holding hands, stealing loving glances, cuddling at the library, kissing, all done when no one was looking. The consequences of someone catching them would be disaster. All that carefulness could not be hidden when either one was hurt during a mission. Which was how the Matron discovered there secret feelings for each other. Lavi had come back from a dreadful mission to find the innocence in the desert and Allen was hysterical with grief seeing the state he had come back in.

Lavi feeling the need to comfort him kissed him behind this quarters in the medical wing both unaware that the Matron came in a few seconds later until she yanked Allen away. It took a lot of explaining but they finally convinced her to keep their secret, and the first day they made love. At first it was for the fun of things (and for the fact that they both couldn't control themselves any longer) then Allen began seeing those happy families on TV and it became a serious issue for him. The fact that they couldn't create a child (that would cause even more problems for them) seemed to have crushed Allen and Lavi.

Adoption kept their hopes up but having a real family seemed too far out of their reach. And when they told the Matron she practically ripped both of their heads off. What it wasn't THAT bad of an idea...or was it? Lavi thought tapping his eagle feather quill (which was a gift from Allen).

Not that they absolutely needed this one desire it's just they seemed incomplete without it. Feeling the need to see Allen Lavi put down his quill from the endless scribbling (because he was bored and didn't want to record anything) and announced to Bookman he was headed to the library (which wasn't a complete lie maybe Allen could be there). So he quickly dashed out of that god cursed study and searched for Allen.

"LAVI" He heard a very familiar voice. "Hello to you too Matron," he said stopping in his tracks nearly slamming into a wall. "WHAT IS THIS INSANE IDEA THAT ALLEN HAD?" she screamed from the top of her lungs almost blowing up Lavi's ears. "What insane idea," he asked casually trying to hide his nervousness. "DON'T PLAY DUMB ALLEN WOULD NEVER THINK OF SUCH A THING", she roared attracting attention from some people in the surrounding rooms, mainly the science department.

"Matron, what on Earth are you shouting about," Komui questioned rubbing his head. Lavi thought he saw a flash of curiosity in the leader dark eyes but it was gone as fast as it came. "Well you see Komui, Allen thought it was a good idea to get up and go on a mission and I thought it had something to do with Lavi and his constant bickering", she replied calmly. "Oh Lavi, Allen will be back on his feet in no time," Komui looking questioningly at him. Lavi's faced drained of color, Allen was hurt when the heck did this happen? "Lavi are you okay?" Komui shifted his glasses.

"Oh…I'm fine," he replied totally NOT fine at all. "Hmm maybe you should go to the medical wing as well," Komui said walking back into the over worked science lab. "Don't ask and follow me" the matron said walking towards the medical wing as if she could read his mind.

Allen shifted painfully in bed. His arm was murdering him and he was STARVING. It was so boring being in bed all day, and he just wanted to run out of there and do something anything. Why did that stupid akuma sneak up on me? Why couldn't I be faster? Is Komui going to perform his utterly painful procedure of fixing his hand? And why hasn't Lavi come to see me? These questions swam around his head making him irritated and worried. Lavi ALWAYS was the first one to see him after a mission. Maybe Bookman has him up to his knees in work? Sighing he tried to sleep for the millionth time with no avail. The medical wing was always so noisy and the sadness of not seeing Lavi kept him awake. Oh yeah and his anti-akuma weapon pained him even with the anesthetics.

"Calm down you'll only be here for a few more days," a nurse said obviously annoyed with his edginess. "I know," he replied looking out the window. Then he sighed again seeing a flock of birds fly together...like a family.

Lavi obeyed and followed the matron even though he wanted to rush ahead to see Allen more desperately. He couldn't stand it not knowing that Allen HIS ALLEN had been hurt and he didn't even know about until now. "To spare him the agony of him having to tell you what happened I'll say Allen and Kanda were caught by surprise by some akuma." Lavi growled the thought of one of those filthy akuma hurting Allen almost made him snap. "Calm down their both fine" the matron said noticing Lavi's spark in anger. The latter thinking he saw a flash of worry in her eyes.

"How could you guys think of something so…ludicrous?" the matron asked suddenly bringing back the matter at hand. Lavi felt his cheeks flame at the question, "We…We can't help it." "Oh really" the matron said sarcastically. Lavi tried to calm himself and replied, "It seems like…a prize. Like a gift we get when we prove how much we love each other. You know? We KNOW it's not necessary but we want one…we really want a child." The matron sighed understanding the forbidden lovers situation be she had to make THEM understand. "Lavi I understand but you both have to know that this can't happen. For one obvious reason me can't have children so your only choice would be to adopt. Two because this relationship is as wrong as it could possibly get. How would you like to bring a child into the world that doesn't accept its parent's relationship?"

Lavi thought about her words. Yes it would be so wrong of them to have a child adopted or not. In their current situation anything for crying out loud anything they do is completely wrong.

Allen shook his head trying to get rid of those thoughts of never being able to have a real family with Lavi. Besides they could ALWAYS adopt, but no matter how many times they thought of that it just wouldn't be the same. "Get up I need to check your back," the nurse said impatiently. Allen painfully lifted himself to a sitting position. He winced when she pushed him forward and again when she ran a finger down his spine. "Calm down its just a little bruise," she said trying to sound soothing. Allen knew it was not 'just a little bruise', he saw the worried look on her face and how she mumbled something incomprehensible and wrote something on a clipboard.

"OH MY GOD ALLEN WHAT HAPPENED!?" Allen and a few other people covered their ears as Lavi screamed. "Quit your shouting Lavi!," Allen couldn't help but to chuckle as Kanda growled at Lavi staggering trying to get away from the nurses holding him back. "Shut up bean sprout," he glared at Allen. The latter glaring back, "My name is Allen." "Whatever," Kanda grumbled finally giving up his resisting and letting the nurses push him back into bed.

Allen hadn't noticed that Lavi was holding him gently until he felt his warm breath on his neck. "What happened," Lavi whispered voice full of worry making Allen shiver. "Oh nothing you know the usual with the akuma", Allen said casually snuggling into Lavi trying to ignore the pain in his back and arm. "Here lie down," Lavi said tenderly pushing Allen back on to the bed. Allen smiled he ALWAYS knew how he was feeling. "Now tell me what happened," Lavi said stroking Allen's hair.

Allen explained everything to him what happened during the mission, him and Kanda getting ambushed by akuma, how he broke his anti-akuma weapon, and Kanda getting hurt in the process as well. During his recollection he saw Lavi scowl multiple times. "I should have been there," he growled eyes burning with rage. "You know you couldn't have Lavi," Allen said weakly feeling sleep fall over him. "Yeah…," his anger ebbing quickly replaced with worry.

Allen shifted trying to find a position that wouldn't hurt his back as much; he hoped Lavi wouldn't find out about that injury. "How is your back doing?" The red head boy asked as if he was able to read Allen's mind.

"That can wait we must talk," the matron said suddenly.

Oh god that was torture I died a little on the inside explaining that one thing…I am evil and am proud of it…Hope you like…Please review! ^.^