Walking away, one of the hardest things to do. I know from life. I have had to walk away a lot. It is never easy, most times it dosen't ever seem like the right thing to do. But months, weeks and even years later you begin to see how it helped you in the long run. Like for instinse. I had to say good bye to my dad. It was very hard to do, part of me regrets it but at the same time I might not have been able to see the man who has really been their for me this whole time. My real father. And his name isn't Mark Burklen, His name is Christian Erick. He loves me as his daughter, and always has.

My mom was very sure who my father was when I was born. But in her mind their was that 1% that wan't quite sure. So she did a DNA test and it turned out that the one who wanted to be my dad wan't. And unlike my biological father he was sad. Because my Bio dad didn't really care if I was his kid or not, he was a pot head at a young age. So I think is brain was to fired to give a care in the world.

He is still this way to this day. He has had 2 other baby girls sence then but he still dowsnt care any more or less than he has to. He only dose what he has to. No more, No less. He say's that is isn't his falt, its this, its that. But in the end it is. In the end its up to him to try to change his lousy ways. But he doesn't want to.

So what this is about is if someone dose this to you dont try anymore than they do. Because they never will really try, not a hard as you want them to anyway.