• Where is my Mind? •
Notes: I've had this little story inside my head ever since the in-game events on the Leviathan. I thought I had gone insane myself.
Sorry if the dialog confuses you. I felt descriptions took away from the tension. (Or I could just be too lazy.)
Warning: Hinted Suicide. This story is not nice and pretty. I'm rarely a nice
person myself.
Once again: There is no happy ending. (Yeah I'm a Sith lover.)
Reformat Info: A little nip here, and a little tuck there. Thanks for the advice: BaM,Vague.
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Bastila could not believe her eyes. He stood standing above the corpses of murderers.
"Why have you done this?"
"You and those now dead have done this to me. I have killed these 'Masters' so we could be the same."
"They...No we gave you a chance to be redeemed!"
"Who am I Bastila? I almost died on that bridge, and the Council killed me afterward."
"That's madness you stand before me, you can't be dead!"
"Who am I Bastila? Tell Me Who I Am!"
"I don't know anymore Revan..."
"I don't exist. Haven't for so many years..."
"There is no 'I'. That moment on the Leviathan...it, it killed my mind."
"Revan...Your mind could not be saved!"
"Then you should have let Revan DIE! What memories that are left are all that saved this corpse. Have you the emotional experience to comfort a dead man?"
"Wait...'There is no Emotion...There Is Peace'. Peace...Such a filthy word. How can I have lived in peace and serenity? As if all of life's pain can be set aside...You Killed Me!"
"Revan we gave you a chance..."
"How can you give something to a dead man? I don't remember who I am, and the person I know as me is Fake! So I put on a show, killed the Jedi's enemies. Saved what you wanted me to save."
"You wanted to be saved Bastila. You wanted to be redeemed."
"I could feel you. My shell loved you. But I will not listen to him anymore."
"Revan you don't have to do this!"
"Stop calling me THAT! He's dead. I am only a corpse. Corpse's feel nothing, as do the Jedi."
"In death you and I will be the same."
"Revan what you are saying is madness!"
"Am I mad? Do you know who I am? Is it that simple? Perhaps in death the force will show me who I am."
"Revan...you killed Malak and brought us peace! Why are you doing this? Your love saved me from the dark side. Please stop!"
"No! My will is set. I will not doubt. I will not stop. In death we shall be together Bastila..."
"Revan! I am begging you..."
"I feel so cold...Bastila we will be together soon. The Force...No I will set us free..."
The End
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