Note I don't own Mysteries Laura and this is just a one shot not the promised pregnancy fic although it does involve her pregnancy with her and jakes unnamed daughter. Since we don't have a name I am making one up.

*Laura's P.O.V*

It said positive I was pregnant me and jake had been trying for ages and finally we were pregnant. Jake was so happy, I went to the doctor to confirm the pregnancy. The doctor gave me a ultrasound and dated me at 6 weeks. We didn't tell a lot of people we decided to be superstitious. Until 13 weeks no one but my parents and sister knew. Not that my sister cared and when I say parents I mean my dad. My mom is still nowhere to be found. Jake tries to keep me at home but he has no say in that we don't work at the same precinct. At only 16 weeks the doctor informs us it's a girl. I'm still barely showing and unless we have told people they don't really know. Then it happens we already had a name we were going to name her Csilla. It means shining star we decorated her room with stars we had painted it a deep purple and had her name painted in white on the wall above her crib and dozens of little stars everywhere. Then at 22 weeks my water breaks and I went into premature labor. We lost little baby Csilla I only got to see her twice we have a photo album of my pregnancy with her it's in a box with some of her things in the very back of our closet, the twins don't know it's there. but it's time they did I got the box down one day it was while I was with Tony, right after my pregnancy scare, he was actually there when I did it. We had had a minor argument about me keeping secrets from him so I brought him and the twins up to my room. I took down the box, before announcing to him and the boys that I had something very important to show them. I opened the box and the first thing on top was the photo album I pulled it out and closed the box.

"I've never seen that one before mommy" Nick said.

"Me either" Harrison said.

"No you wouldn't have me and your dad put that box up there long before you were born" I said. I opened the album to the first page my positive pregnancy test. Well a picture anyway it was me holding it up jake by my side with the caption 'we're pregnant.'

"Ten times we tried" I had already started to cry

"Why are you crying that's when you found out you were pregnant with the twins isn't it?" Tony asked. I shook my head but didn't say anything and moved on the next photo was my 6 week ultrasound it clearly showed just one baby. I moved on the next page was the 16 week ultrasound we couldn't find the 10 week when we made the album. It said 'it's a girl' on top. I moved on I was crying by now and Tony was just staring at the album, so where the boys. The next picture was of her room the white cursive letters were impossible to make out in the picture that's how we wanted it. Next was me in a hospital bed holding a pink bundle jake was behind me. We were happy in the picture. We knew she was gonna die but she was just taking her last breaths with her under undeveloped lungs. Next is the birth and death certificates. Csilla Gertrude Roderick born 10.12.2008 at 6:15am, Born at 6 ounces and 12 grams. At 6 inches long. Born 18 weeks premature. Csilla Gertrude Roderick died 10.12.2008 at 6:20am. next was her footprint and handprint stamps. On the last page there was a picture of her just her in her bassinet at the hospital. I closed the book I had been crying threw that whole thing. Tony pulled me into a hug the boys didn't understand but he pulled them into a hug too. When I was done crying I put the box back on the bed I opened it up and pulled things out baby clothes blankets things we couldn't bare to get rid of. finally at the very bottom of the box was what was left of her ashe in a small sealed box.

That's it I hope I didn't make you guys too sad