20 love stories

please forgive me for instead of Crowfeather falling in love, it seems as if he's mourning instead "Orz

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She was beautiful, and loving, and kind. She was all he has ever wanted in life. He would break the code and betray his own birthclan to be with her. Oh, trust him, he loved her that much.

Then, why would Starclan take her away from him? Despite knowing how much he'd fallen for her…?

Feathertail, that's his beloved name. He knew that first when they started this journey, he was a total brat, acting all high and mighty, not listening to anyone. Yet Feathertail managed to calm him down, and unlike the rest of the cats here, actually acknowledge him as a valid individual, not just some stuck up Windclan apprentice. That alone could make him smiled giddily.

The journey to the tribe was no easy task, but because of her, he can go on, smiling and laughing with others. Her sleek silver fur, her plumy and soft tail that often intertwined with his, her laughing and determined shining blue eyes like the depths of the lake – oh Feathertail, no one can fathom all the love he has for her, even himself. It was a miracle she even loved him back! He could not find any words to say his gratitude to this, only could he pull her closer and intertwined their tails, together, and cherish their wonderful moments together.

She was an angel, someone Starclan sent to help and heal the miserable him, to be there for him you lean on. To be there when he's down. And to break him all over again.

He's an idiot. An. Idiot. Idiot idiot idoitidiotidiotidiot. If he was not a coward, if he could ran after the other, or even just get away from there, Feathertail…she wouldn't have died. It's just his fault alone isn't it? Maybe Starclan was laughing up there aren't they? They're enjoying his misery, aren't they? The fact that now he's just completely broken, is melodic to their ears, isn't it? But blaming Starclan wouldn't still soothe his grief, no matter how much relieving it seems.

She loved him, doesn't she? If she loved him, then why would she sacrificed herself to save him, knowing that he'll live on with grief and guilt weighting down his shoulders for his entire life? But Feathertail sincerely care for him, maybe she saw something he doesn't. Maybe she saw the chance that he could still live on without her, and that fact sounds far more painful when he realized it.

Now, instead of his beloved angel with sleek silver fur and gleaming blue eyes, there laid a mound of earth. A mound of earth where his beloved will rest for an eternity. Eternity is a long time, isn't it? He doesn't even know which skies she's walking even, let alone would he see her anymore. Love's painful, isn't it. His eyes stung with tears.

But he never regret falling in love with Feathertail, and he never will. The last thing he could do for feathertail is to cherish all of their happy moments and memories, and he'll remember her for as long as he'll exist. His loneliness, his fears, his sadness, he can bear it for Feathertail.

"Don't let me save you again."

Oh, sweetheart. If only you could save me again, from this loneliness and agony you've put me in. The peace isn't worth you, please come back.

But all right. For her, he'll keep on living. And maybe, she'll be there, smiling and waiting for him, on the other side.