Written for Sinistra Black's Day By Day Challenge
Even if this world is filled with deciet and hatred, this slender body in front of my eyes and the warmth it gives to me is the truth. I used to think that, until today. I thought Severus cared for me. We have known each other for years. All those days at Spinner's End playing in the park. Even Petunia when she was younger was fond of him. The words he used today still are etched into my mind.
"Go away mudblood."
How he could ever say that I don't know. Severus had always been my protector. Especially from the stupid kids here at Hogwarts like Sirius Black. Sirius always seems to be in trouble. Now the tables are turning. I'm finding that Severus' friend Lucius Malfoy, and his vain bitch of a girlfriend Narcissa are evil now. I walk along the corridor crying. I let Severus back in the courtyard where he was talking with his freaky friends. I hear him approaching from behind me.
"Lily please I didn't mean that." I turn facing him my eyes trying to burn holes into his head.
"I'll never forgive you for what you said Severus." His jaw drops.
"But Lily, I love you." I stop completely. Ever part of my body is frozen. I didn't know Severus felt that way.
"Go!" I shout tears pouring down my face. "I can't deal with this now." He looks at me longingly, and before I know it his lips are on mine. I lean in actually accepting his kiss almost begging for more, but then my logic snaps back into my brain, and I break away.
I turn, I can't bear to look him in the face not after that. I did love him, but after what he said I don't think I ever will again. I rush down the hall this time I'm stopped by none other than James Potter, and his band of goonies. For once in his life he's actually nice to me.
"Lily what's wrong why are you crying?" I choke on a sob. I'm so weak I can't even be called names anymore without having a emotional breakdown.
"Severus, called me a-" but it's all I can choke out before Sirius runs past me yelling something about killing Snivellus. James put's his arms around me.
"Don't worry we'll get him." He and the other boys march down the hallway after Severus. I don't know what to think of this. When James touched me it was like a electric burst throughout my entire skin. Something I never felt before. Even though I didn't know whether he was sticking up for me just to start a fight or because he actually cared. I find that I want to see him again, and very soon.
So what did you think. My first crack at a maurader's era fanfic. Please R&R. :D