"You have it easy Killua… since it doesn't mean anything to you."

"I… care about what happened to Kite too. I feel bad… for what happened back then. Kite was in trouble, and you were prepared to help him… but I was too scared and ran away. If I had stayed and fought with you, maybe Kite would have… I… Understand if you can't stand to be around me anymore…" Killua's face was overshadowed, his lips quivering ever so slightly and forced shut as he slowly began to tremble. With his head hung low and his hair blocking his eyes, he slowly walked away, quietly calling out to Alluka to come with him. She didn't though, instead she stood stock still, also staring at the ground and trembling.

"You…" Gon perked up at this. "You... You baka!" Alluka looked up from the floor suddenly, her small form shaking with barely concealed anger and angry tears brimming at the edge of her eyes. "How dare you be so mean to Onii-chan?! All he tries to do is to help you, and what does he get in return? Selfishness! Whenever Onii-chan talks about you he seems so happy… and the person he made you out to be was someone to be admired! It was obvious you mean the world to him, and I was so excited to meet you! Especially since it's kind of thanks to you that I finally go to see Onii-chan again… But you are a disappointment! You are nothing like the kind nii-san Onii-chan made you out to be! If you can't be nice to Onii-chan, than I don't want you hanging around him anymore! It's obvious you're only bringing him heartache!"

With that very long speech of hers, she huffed, turned on her heel, and then sashayed the heck out of there like a boss. Man that girl could give lectures. Did I mention she flicked her tears away before blowing Gon a raspberry and calling him a baka again?

Gon was left thoroughly confused. He hadn't understood the half of what the sassy girl had said, but it seemed as though the main message had gotten through.

"Killua… doesn't like me?"

… or maybe not.

A/N I love Alluka and sad Killua. I'm not mean or anything (at least I don't think so…) but I really like the idea of a really sad but also furious Alluka getting her sass on about Gon being an ignorant fool to Killua.

EXTRA: "WHEN YOU WENT APESHIT CRAZY AND BASICALLY DIED – YOU KNOW LIKE YOUR SPIRITUAL BODY OR WHATEVER WENT TO THE ASTRAL WORLD – GUESS WHO IT WAS WHO FOUND A WAY TO SAVE YOU? ONII-CHAN! THAT'S RIGHT! HE GOT ME TO SAVE YOU! BELIEVE ME, I DIDN'T KNOW WHO YOU WERE, OR IF YOU WERE WORTH SAVING, BUT ONII-CHAN ASKED ME TO AND SO I DID. AND IT WAS HELLA TIRING. I SLEPT FOR LIKE… 50 HOURS OR SOMETHING! BUT DO I GET A THANKYOU?! NO! NOT FROM YOOU ANYWAY! SO I ASK YOU – WHERE THE HELL IS MY THANKYOU?!"

A/N this was not written for anyone to actually read