There it goes again. I keep looking out of the orphanage window. Its fall again. It just seem that my days keep going quicker and quicker, it feels like it was only yesterday that it was last year. "Hotaru? Are you paying attention? Could you please solve this problem?" I heard the teacher ask. All of my classmates attention is now focused on me. I looked at the the teacher and then to the board. There was a math problem. "97" i said and looked out of the window again. "Very well Hotaru, but try to pay more attention to class." The teacher said. "I won't, we are all going to forget this in a couple weeks, there is no point on doing something that you won't even remember." I said without even looking at the teacher. She just sigh and continued explaining.
"Taru chan~." Chibiusa said smiling, she walked towards me. I felt so happy to see her again. I haven't seen her in weeks. I walked toward her and gave her a hug. "Chibiusa, how are you? I haven't seen you in weeks. Where have you been?" I asked her breaking the hug. She just giggled a bit andstarted running towards my bedroom. I started running after until we both got to my room. "I catched you Bonbon!" I said happily, forgetting what we were talking back there. I just new one thing. My bonbon is back. We laughed a bit more and then entered my room. We talked a bit more about random subjects. Until i started feeling a bit weird. "Taru chan? Are you alright?" Chibiusa asked me worried. I kept coughing, i was going to answer her. But suddenly everything went black.
I woke up on a strange bed. Looking around, i realised that it was the enfermery bed. I tried to move, but i felt a horrible pain coming from wrists. I looked at them and they were full of cuts. Just by looking at them i new what had happened. Mitress 9. For what the doctors say, she is one of the two persons living inside me. She and saturn. Mitress 9 always tries to hurt me and others. Saturn, unlike mitress 9, doesn't just wants to hurt me, she wants to destroy everything. And if to that she has to kill me or her or both. I'm very sure that she will do it without even thinking it twice. Once, saturn started a fire in a forest near the orphanage. We nearly die, i still have the burning scars.
"Oh Hotaru. You are awake. How are you feeling?" I heard Setsuna ask me. I looked at her. I was about to answer her and ask her what had happened, but that would be pointless, i already know what happened. She doesn't need to know how am i feeling. I nooded and turned my head to the side. "When can i go?" I asked her after a while. "You can go whenever you want, but you should stay here for a while more. Just to be safe." She said. I instantly sat on the bed and went to the door to go away. Setsuna didn't protested or told me anything. Its pointless, she knows that nither she or anyone can help me. Its about time that mitress 9 or saturn kill me anyways.
"Taru chan~ you are alright! I was so worried." Chibiusa said. I looked back and there she was. I sigh in relief and walked to her. "I'm ok. It was just mitress 9." I told her with a warm smile. She smiled sweetly and walked with me to my bedroom. Where we talked until i fell asleep.
"Taru chan. Wake up!" I heard someone say. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Chibiusa there. "Bonbon? What is going on?" I asked her as i sat on the bed. "Taru chan. They want to separate us. Please, don't lisen to them! I don't want to leave your side!" Chibiusa said crying. Saying that i was a bit confused would be a lie. I heard a knock on the door and then it opened. Setsuna entered my bedroom with a tray full of medicine. "Hotaru. Is your medicine time." She said. I was about to take them when chibiusa started crying. "Taru please don't do it! Do you not like me anymore?" Chibiusa asked. "Of course i like you bonbon. But i need my medicine to keep Saturn and mitress 9 away." I said. "Hotaru? Who are you talking to?" Setsuna asked me, a little worried. "What do you mean? I'm talking to Chibiusa. Don't you see her?" I said confused. "Hotaru, noneone is here but the two of us." She said. I just standed there, i tought for a moment that she was just joking, but setsuna nerver do any types of jokes.
I looked to my right and saw chibiusa there, her eyes were red of crying. I wanted to ask her what was going on, but i couldn't. She started running out of my bedroom and passed thru setsuna like a ghost. I doubted for a minute, but started going after her. Setsuna started running after me, yelling at me to stop and come back. But she got too tired and stop after a while i guess.
I followed Chibiusa until we got to the forest near the orphanage. The forest that saturn sat on fire. Chibiusa stoped in front of a tree. The oldest tree of the forest. I walked to her and hugged her from behind. She started sobbing. "Pretty girls like you shouldn't cry. It breaks my heart to see you like this bunny." I said trying to calm her down. We stayed like this for a while until i slowly started guiding her towards the tree.
She turned towards me and i saw her beutiful face full of tears. The face that gave me a reason to keep living. My own face started getting closer to hers, and before i realised it, it was milimiters away from hers. We moved at the same time and our lips touched for a second. But it was the best second of my life. We moved again and this time, we did kissed. Just like in those old romantic movies that i have seen. The kiss was passionate, yet, full of love and sweetness. "I love you bonbon." I said when the kiss ended. She smiled sweetly at me. "I love you too taru." She said as she started to slowly disapear.