Disclaimer: If I owned Twilight, I would have to wait until August until anyone read this

Disclaimer: If I owned Twilight, I would have to wait until August until anyone read this.

A/N: Sorry for the lack of dialogue, but I had trouble telling this story any other way.

Bpov:

After weeks and weeks of planning the wedding, and the events that took place after, it was a week after the wedding and Edward had finally deemed me ready to completely become a member of his family. He pressed his lips softly against my neck, to any bystander it would have appeared just like so many times before, a simple kiss, but I could feel his worry, his fear that he would still kill me, even though I gave him confidence. Then I felt his teeth as they sunk into the skin on my neck, doing something he had promised never to do, and I had been wishing for, for over a year now.

Then I felt the fire, the burning, as the venom started to flow through my veins. It burned, but I willed myself not to cry out, I had gotten this far before.

"Kiss me Edward," I whispered trying to keep the pain from my voice. "Kiss me now."

He chuckled, but pressed his lips to mine slowly letting the passion leak out into a kiss more passionate than ever before.

The fire began to take over my body as I lost consciousness, whether that was because of the kiss or the venom I don't know, but I'd prefer to remember it as the kiss.

Memories flashed past my vision from before I knew Edward; Renee giving me 'the talk', my grandmother's funeral, and others I hadn't even realized I had; playing with Jake as a child, and one of the horrible fishing trips.

Then the burning stopped, but as I opened my eyes my husband, or any of my family for that matter, was in the room. I recognized the room, but it certainly wasn't from the Cullen house. Yes, I knew it, but it was from another era of my life, one where Forks is torture and cold is unbearable. It was my old room from Phoenix; I had no idea what I was doing here.

Then out of an impulse, I saw the computer and went to check the time. When I got there though, it said Saturday, December 10, 2005. According to this I had never told my mom that I wanted to go to Forks to let her spend time Phil, I had never met Edward, I had never fallen in love, never wanted to be a mythical creature, in fact I shouldn't even know they exist. The thoughts running through my head were scary; they frightened me more than anything I ever remembered.

I heard Renee get out of the shower, and calmed myself. It was time to tell her that I wanted to go to Forks, again. I took a deep breath and braced myself for the conversation to come.