Hey guys! I'm Mashee! this is my first story, so bear with me. I hope you like it!
Disclaimer: twilight isn't mine! Stephenie Meyer is a lucky woman. I'm jealous. *pouts*
Don't forget
BPOV
My life is perfect.
Well, some parts of it are perfect.
If he would just come back to me, or rather I forgive him; my life would be absofreakinlutely perfect.
I never thought that we would turn up this way. Just months ago, we were the epitome of a perfect couple. Perfect match. We were so in love that you might actually think that we will marry each other that very second you see us. We're the "it'' couple, envied by many.
It's funny how things change in a very short time. How a relationship that took 3 years to build and strengthen became just a ruin of what it was once.
I hate that it happened. I hate that we grew apart and eventually, fell apart. It hurt so much because I thought we would end up together. Well, I guess, dreams are meant to be broken.
Yes. Broken dreams. Vanished love. They all lead to this point. Me. Him. Music room.
I was walking along the hallways when I heard a familiar melody coming from the music room. And then I saw him. His long fingers drifting along the keys, playing a song that was once a symbol of our love. Tears are threatening to spill from my eyes. All too soon, the song finished. It reminded me of our times. Happy and sad included. Our first date, first kiss, and the day he told me he loved me; our first fight, when we left for University and when . . . we fell out of love. Honestly, I really didn't "fell out of love". I just couldn't take it anymore. With that, I ended a once perfect relationship.
"bella, what are you doing here?'' I heard him ask, pulling me out the memory lane.
"uhm… I heard the song so I went here to see who was playing." I told him, not once looking up for I'm afraid I'll break down .
There it is – awkward silence. It should not be like this. We should be out on a date. Holding hands and making out.
''why are you here? I mean, it's getting late.'' I trailed off.
''I was just about to leave, I just wanted to play the piano here for the last time.'' My eyes widened at his reply. Last time?
'' what do you mean '' for the last time''? i whispered.
'' I'm leaving. I'm moving to Europe. My flight's in 5 hours. I figured I have no more reason to stay here."
That's it. My already broken heart just broke into million more pieces. He's leaving. He's leaving me. Unable to organize my thoughts, I just let my eyes wander. Just then I saw His briefcase and duffel bag. The sight just made it more real. He's leaving.
''Edward, why are you doing this?'' I finally tore my eyes off the floor to look at him. I'm memorizing his face, the face that I've loved for so long. His bright emerald eyes that never ceases to dazzle me. His pink kissable lips that make me go crazy and want to attack him. His perfect nose. His masculine jaw. All of him. I don't want to forget what he looks like.
''I'm giving up, Bella'' he looked intently into my eyes as he said those four words that destroyed my world. There, I saw all the love and devotion disappear; instead they were replaced regret and sorrow. '' I love you so much but I realized that you don't feel the same way anymore. I did everything to make it right again but I guess they changed nothing. I came here to beg you to take me back. It hurts to see that you don't love me anymore,'' he continued as tears flowed down his cheeks.
''Edward,'' I barely whispered. My lips are trembling and tears spilled from my eyes. I'm hurting. He is hurting as well. He's giving up on me, on us. This is too much.
'' I decided to leave to spare us from more tears and heartache. I just don't want to hurt you anymore. I'm sorry. For everything I did. I'm a jerk. I'm stupid. You can call me any names if that will ease the pain."
''edward, please..'' I muttered.
'' I don't know if I'll be going back to Forks again. Maybe in a few years. I hope that the next time I see, you're smiling and happy. Not like this.''
I can't be happy without you.
"it's time for us to move on, Bella"
I don't want to move on.
"nothing's the same anymore. I hate to admit it but it's true. If only I can go back and changed everything, I would. But I can't. I'm sorry"
I'm sorry too.
He took a few steps until he is right in front of me. He lifted my chin with his index finger and made me look at him.
'' you still are everything to me'' and I cried harder.
He hugged me tightly to his chest. " don't forget I love you. You'll be the only one I'll love for the rest of my life."
He kissed my forehead. I instantly knew this was goodbye. There's nothing I can do anymore. we're broken beyond repair. It's ripping me apart. It hurts more than anything.
"good bye love. Don't forget I love you, too much" he's slowly backing away. He went to the side of the shiny piano to get his things. I'm going to faint. I want to faint.
"Edward…" it seems like the only word that comes out of me was his name. he gave me a sad smile and then turned around and walked outside the door.
" I love you too. I won't forget." I said into the empty room. It's too late. He's gone and he can't hear what I said. He won't come back. He wants me to be happy without him. I can't. Impossible. Realizing my mistake, I sat on the cold piano bench and sobbed on the top of the piano until I fell asleep, hoping to dream of him and never wake up.
That's it!
Review! Should I continue it?
Thanks for reading!