And it is strange you know , Ozuma ?
I have always defined a strong girl and extremely cold , I am " The princess of ice " as you told me many times joking , but when I 'm with you I feel different , I feel free as they have ever been and you know this already .
Why just very little to us to understand , a simple look and I lose myself immensely in your emerald eyes , so similar to mine but also so different .
I am beginning to believe that I, Mariam , I've fallen in love for the first time in my life but I can not help but fall down with all my barriers laboriously built .
I'm afraid , yes ... maybe I'm just afraid of losing myself to exposing you, but I want to try to be true to myself for once .
Ozuma , you know it will be tough to break down all my defenses ?
About us could really say a lot of things , especially I could talk for hours about our little disagreements stupid , i could tell our little secrets that are nothing more than our little secrets .
The fact is that ... when I'm with our team I feel strange .
Ok , I do not know if this is the right word to use, but that's how I feel when we are with them because on those occasions you change, you become a totally different person .
You are cold , cynical and calculating , but I am even worse than you .
Know you this, do you ?
You Still, there is always .
You are there , around every corner , always ready to support me as a guardian angel .
My guardian angel .
Why are you doing this ?
Maybe you have feelings for me ?
Oh my God , I really thought that?
But how can I be stupid ? I'm crazy!
For a long time I hid behind a mask but now I feel that all my walls are crumbling slowly and inexorably , and all this because of you , Ozuma .
And know you this?
Which I have never been better in my entire life .
Really , I mean just this empty feeling in my heart for a long time .
I mean this just to keep my hide , because I'm still a warrior .
I am still a member of the Saint Sheild , right?
I look like a young girl in love , the point is that, I really am .
I'm smiling like a fool in this wonderful starry night and finally I saw you in the crowd .
This is the time , this is our moment .
I scream your name in the crowd , ignoring our friends in the village and then you turned around you , saying hello to me with her hand , while our eyes are smiling at each other and just the two of us we can see the magic that binds us .
It's like a delicate butterfly , a being so fragile but also fighting , that's what we are .
I take your hand in mine and mild chills start to take my soul .
I'll be doing the right thing ?.
Yes, I'm doing it .
You look at me dumbfounded but tacitly choose to follow me without asking .
Ozuma , you know me so well ... you always know how to behave with me .
Thanks , love .
We walk together again with our hands folded and nothing can be more perfect than this , nothing but the starry sky above us .
The stars shine like diamonds in the sky , reflecting their magnetic light on us.
I stop suddenly and I turn to you, but my tongue refuses to talk and smile again .
I'm weird , I know.
You ask me what happened , you look worried and I 'm having to make me insult you, you look like a lost puppy and then you laugh with me , and I lose myself in that smile and your beautiful eyes ... so sweet .
I look at you , still and immobile , trying to control my heart racing , but obviously I can not do it .
Slowly I get close to you and in a moment I kiss you softly on the lips .
I open my eyes and I see your surprise and wonder expression.
Tears start coming to my eyes but I do not want him to see me cry .
I can not let that happen , I was a fool .
Step back a few steps, I want to go away from here , away from you , I do not know what to say except that I'm sorry , but I really can not say anything .
Actually I'm not sorry I did it, but now I know that love hurts , I am a stormy sea totally unable to vent his emotions are like waves .
Suddenly take my hand and I find myself in an instant on your chest .
I really can not understand what is happening , when I suddenly kisses .
Our tongues gently caress and passionately , we both need this contact so alive .
It's damn nice and burns like the sun shining and it is the best thing that could happen in my life .
Now I know that if I 'm with you I will not fall ever .
Now I know that I have to stop hiding myself behind my cynicism .
Now I know I love you , my best friend , is the best thing that could ever happen to me .
You're watching me and I look at you and really can not describe how I feel .
" I love you " tell me and I suddenly feel my heart dancing in my chest , now I kiss you , again and again .
I'll never enough of you , smile on your lips and whisper " I love you too ."
Now I see your soul shine and set your there too.
Forever , Ozuma .
Space author :
This fanfiction is stupid XD
Joke , actually this song " Halo - Beyonce " was in my head this morning and I needed to write and nothing , the characters are OOC , sorry ç_ç
Ana/LoneeWolf (read her fanfiction because is beautiful ) , to thank you for your beautiful story dedicated to me I decide this chapter to you .
Hello everyone and we feel Saturday with Silent Tears
