I love everything about you. I love your gorgeous locks of golden hair, the way they seem to shape your face perfectly, the effortless look that makes you so damn sexy that I can't even bear it! Those bright blue eyes, I could stare into them for hours. You're always wearing an expression of pure happiness, your kindness and caring knows no bounds, you're sweet and funny and goofy, just thinking of you sends a warm feeling shooting through my body making me happy even just for a little while… But then I remember there's someone else.
It's stupid, I know, to have such strong feelings for you, I mean we hardly spend any time with each other and barely talk but I can't help it! I love you so damn much! It's idiotic and stupid thinking that I'd have a chance with you, I mean you're popular, attractive and as close to perfection as a human can come to, well at least in my eyes.. And me? I'm nothing, I have no friends and nothing you could want, it would we a miracle for you to even think of me in any other way than "that loser Butters". You could have any girl or guy you wanted so why would you want me? I'm nothing special, I'm short and unhealthily pale, I have horrible skin, dull blue eyes and am about as interesting as a pencil.
You're going out with Wendy Testaburger at the moment and from what I can see it's going great, and honestly I've tried to be happy for you, happy that you've found someone who makes you feel loved and special but I just can't. I hate that she's with you and I'm not, I hate her for being your person of interest and not me, she hasn't done anything in her life that was spiteful towards me but I still hate her so much just because she has you and I don't.
I often fantasize about what it would be like to have you wrap your arms around me and squeeze me tightly, to have you softly kiss my lips with yours, what it would be like to wake up next to you knowing that I'm the one you love. Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of me in that sort of way, but why would you? It would be marvelous if we could be together, I'd do anything and everything to make you feel as loved and cared for as possible. It breaks my heart knowing that we could never be together, but unfortunately that doesn't stop these feelings, feelings so strong that it can bring tears to my eyes for hours on end.
Kenny McCormick, I love you, I love you so much and if I could have any one thing in the world it would be for you to love me back.