Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note.
"How does it feel?"Light spat at L as he slammed the detective into the bathroom floor.
"It doesn't hurt me," L spoke in his usual monotone yet not looking Light in the eye.
Light sat above him, legs straddling the detective's hips, hands holding his shoulders down.
"I can't believe you're still accusing me of being Kira! Do you know how that makes me feel, to know that my only friend believes that I'm a murder? Do you want to feel, how it feels?" Light all but screamed in L's face. "You want to know? Well, know that it doesn't hurt me!"
L still refused to meet Light's gaze.
"Do you want to know why, L?" Light watched the pale man's eyes flicker towards him. "It's because you're right. I am Kira. And if I only could... if I only could, I would make a deal with God, get him to swap our places; so that you could see. Because I know you are unaware that you are tearing me asunder. You don't want to hear about the deal I've made!"
L looked up at Light. "So much hate for the ones we love?" he questioned.
Light felt tears course down his face. His frustration pushing his sanity to the edge.
He could feel his heart thunder in his chest. "I don't want to hurt you, L. But you have no idea how deep this goes! If only I could...I would do anything to change what has been done. I would ...."
Looking down at the limp form of L beneath him, Light could see the vein in L's neck pulse. The white skin shone in the harsh lighting to the bathroom. L could feel Light's breath on his skin, and as hard as he tried, he couldn't repress the shiver it caused to run through his body. Bringing his eyes up to meet Light's gaze fully, L felt his own breath catch in his throat. Light was completely open. All his anger and pain were laid out for L to see. One of Light's tears dropped from the tip of his nose falling only inches to land on the bottom lip of L's slightly open mouth. Before L knew it, his tongue darted out to lick his lips and taste the salty bitterness.
Seeing the pink flash before his eyes, Light's body acted without thought. He found himself forcing his way into L's mouth searching out the pink member to battle with his own. L's mouth was sweet and tasted of the cherries he had eaten earlier. Light's mouth tasted strange to L. It had a bitter sweetness that was unique, and L quickly found it addicting.
Breaking the kiss, Light panted, "Tell me, L, we both matter, don't we? Let me steal this moment...let me make a deal with God...You and me? We won't be unhappy. I'll do anything."