Okay, guys, this will be really depressing, I promise I'll update, my other stories, later this weekend, for now, enjoy!
Disclaimer: Neither the characters or the song are mine I only own the plot.
Paint yourself a picture
Of what you wish you looked like
Gaara stared at himself in the mirror. The person staring back wasn't him, right? He was alright, was him? He wasn't anything of what he saw. The mirror was lying, it had to be like that.
Maybe then they just might
Feel an ounce of your pain
He sighed, realising he couldn't deny himself that the view he was getting, was an ounce of him... Tears were streaming down the redhead that looked at him from the mirror. His green eyes looked broken. The guy was hugging himself and after a few moments he raised his arm, showing his scarred wrists. Gaara gulped, he wasn't anything of what the mirror was showing him? Right?!
Come into focus
Step out of the shadows
Gaara lifted his shirt, and passed his fingers over his scars... Maybe it was true. Maybe, just maybe.. he was what people claimed that he was.
It's a losing battle
There's no need to be ashamed
"I'm alone. I'll always be alone, it will never change..."
"Never." answered the guy that looked at him from the mirror.
Cause they don't even know you
All they see is scars
Gaara punched the mirror, breaking it. He kept punching it until his hand bled, and even then he kept punching.
Tears were falling from his eyes he hated the fact that, even though he was used to it, he was a lost cause.
They don't see the angel
Living in your heart
The redhead pressed his bloody hand against the place where his heart should be.
Why 'should'? His heart was rotting inside his body, his heart was bleeding inside, therefor, his heart was dying, Gaara would soon have no heart.
Gaara's mind was destroying him inside out, and it was affecting all his body.
Let them find the real you
Buried deep within
Let them know with all you got
That you are not
You are not, your skin
He covered his eyes. "I don't want this anymore... I don't need this"
Then a question crossed his mind How do you kill your inner demon, without killing yourself first?The answer quickly showed up. You can't.
When they start to judge you
Show them your true colors
And do unto others
As you'd have done to you
Gaara hugged himself in a somehow desperate attempt to keep his true self alive.
Then, he realised he couldn't
"I'm already dead inside..." He wiped his tears away, leaving rests of blood on his face.
Just rise above this
Kill them with your kindness
Ignorance is blindness
They're the ones that stand to lose
"Then.. I'll let them be fine, I'll garantee their security... their happiness." Gaara grabbed his kunai and a bottle of pills.
'Cause they don't even know you
All they see is scars
They don't see the angel
Living in your heart
He placed the kunai on his mouth, blood eventually dripping from the corners of his lips.
He opened the bottle of pills, took the kunai out of his mouth and started eating the pills one by one...
Let them find the real you
Buried deep within
Let them know with all you got
That you are not your skin
Soon the bottle of pills was empty, Gaara's eyes were slowly dozing off, his eyelids about to close, and a thought came to his mind:
'Everything's fine now...'