Hi everyone, this is my first fan fiction so don't disembowel me! I really hope you like it, I'm sure its not as good as other people's natsuxgray fan fictions out there, but I'm hoping to entertain you! ^_^

Okay, a few things before you get started:

WARNING: YAOI, don't like don't read.

WARNING: Language

I'm not really sure on the rating just yet, so its just T for now. But I seriously hope to make it M rated at some point, I do want to include some lemon in it :3

This isn't going to be that love at first sight crap, its going to be pretty long winded before they realise...ya' know, well for Gray anyway.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Fairy Tail, if I did I would make Natsu and Gray be a freakin' couple already!

Right, I think that's about it. ENJOY! ^_^

Chapter 1:

Narsu's POV

I slowly make my way back home from a good day at school, enjoying the peacefulness of my surroundings. I bet you're wondering 'how can school be great? you must be on something' most likely, but that isn't why. I got my test results back from the exam I took last week for math; and its a big deal for me since I just suck at math. I just scratched a C, so I passed!

While I was walking home with a smug grin on my face because I passed math, I saw Lucy walking home too.

"Hey, Lucy!" I shouted at the top of my lungs so people from all around giving me a look like I'm some kind of psychopath.

"huh? Oh hey, Natsu" Lucy said with a surprised expression on her face but happy to see her loud-mouthed, pink haired friend.

"Guess what Lucy, I passed math!" Natsu inquired excitingly.

"That's like the thousandth time you've told me Natsu, but congratulations." Lucy said with annoyance in her voice, but still happy for her pink haired friend.

Natsu gave one of his famous grins. "Anyway, are you just walking home? Because us and the rest of the group could head down to the arcade or something. Relieve ourselves from all this school stress." Lucy and Natsu hang out with their friends known as: Erza, Jellal and Loke. Erza was a red headed girl that you wouldn't want to anger unless you had a death with. Jellal was Erza's boyfriend. He had blue hair with a red tattoo above and below his left eye. Finally, Loke was a play-boy that would flirt with all the girls in Magnolia High, regardless their age or which school yeah they were in.

Lucy shook her head, resulting in Natsu's grin vanishing and being replaced with a disappointed expression. "No, sorry Natsu I have a shift tonight; and I want to get some studying done as well" She explained

"Nah, don't be sorry; its cool. Anyway, I'm gonna' head home now. See you tomorrow, Lucy." Natsu waved at his blonde haired friend, then started to put his headphones in to listen to some music for the walk home.

My house was coming into view. As I was walking towards the front door, I searched through my pockets until I came across a key. I inserted the key into the lock and made my way inside, taking out my headphones in the process.

"I'm home!" I shouted. I walked through the hall and into the lounge. As I walked in, I saw my Dad was watching the news. It was talking about whether they should allow gay marriage or not. I heard my Dad mumble under his breath 'being gay, pfftt, you might as well jump off a bridge. I fuckin' hate gays.' Anger boiled within me as I heard him say that. 'gays don't deserve happiness, I hate them. If they allow gay marriage I swear somebody is going to get hurt'. I finally snapped. "WHAT THE HELL GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO JUDGE WHO DESERVES HAPPINESS" I was towering over him while he was sitting on the sofa. He stood up, and then towered over me. "You don't tell me what I can and can't do, boy. If you shout at me again, you'll be in the world of hurt. Gays don't deserve happiness. End of story.' I didn't expect any less from my Dad, he would sometimes beat me if I didn't do as he says, or if I stood up to him; but I'm not scared of that old prick. "Pft, fuck you Dad. Sometimes I wish you would jump off a bridge. You sure as hell deserve for what you do to me, and your attitude towards other people!" And with that, I was about to storm out of the room, when my Dad grabbed my wrist. "Are you back chatting me, BOY. Well, you know what that means." Dad said with an sinister grin on his face. My Dad gave me a 10 minute beating, and added a few more bruises to my collection on my body. After that, I just left for the garage to get out of his despicable presents.

I was repeatedly punching my punch bag I have hanging in the garage out of anger and frustration because my Dad is such self centred, arrogant ass hole. 'I can't believe that basted had beaten more for the third time this week.' I said to myself angrily. I remember asking him why he does, and he said because I 'killed' my mother. When in fact, she died while giving birth to me. And now my Dad takes every opportunity to hurt me because of that ridicules reason. However; the beating didn't actually start until three years ago, I honestly don't have a reason why he even started though.

Finally, after I had gotten tired, I decided to order myself some dinner. DOMINOS. I ordered two large pizzas. I LOVE FOOD. 'thank god I have an awesome metabolism because I just have a sexy body and wouldn't want to get fat' I thought to myself. Natsu had to admit, he was hot, and it didn't go unnoticed. People at school ask him out. Even dudes for that matter. However; I always declined the girls because I've never really been into girls, I was more into dudes. Basically, I'm gay. So, now you probably understand why I had that argument with my Dad, but it was also because he's an unreasonable basted that doesn't care about anyone but himself. Oh, and just so you know, he doesn't know that I'm gay. If he knew, he would do more than beat me, I know that for sure.

Anyway, after I finished my meal, I finally decided to head up stairs to take a shower. While I was on my way to the bath room, my leg was attacked by a blue fur ball. Also known as my cat: Happy.

"Natsu, I'm so glad you're home" Happy shouted

"Claws. Happy, your claws ouch shit" I pulled the blue feline of my leg, leaving several scratch marks there, and placed him on my head.

"Hey Happy, I haven't seen you all day." I slowly reach down into my pocket and pull out a fish (like everyone does, who doesn't have fish in their pockets? Pft) Happy's face lit up and just nomed on the fish, completely forgetting about his surroundings. I placed Happy on my bed and made my way to the bath room to have a shower.

Once I finished my refreshing shower, I realised it was only 8:00pm; and so I decided to do my home work for the rest of the night. I didn't have to worry about Happy distracting me because he was too busy eating his fish.

After about an hour of doing my home work, I decided to hit the hay and call it day. I face planted onto my pillow with the desire to fall into an endless sleep. Before the darkness fully embraced me, I couldn't but think 'I wonder what tomorrow will have in store for me? I have a feeling something awesome is going to happen.' After that, I had fallen into dreamland.

Gray' POV

I have only just arrived in Magnolia not only a couple of hours ago. Me and my family came from way up North where its practically always snowing. So, I'm not used to this hot weather.

Anyway, I came here with my family. My mother Ur, my sister big Ultear and my big brother Lyon. The main reason we moved here was because back at home, our house had caught fire. It was an accident, however; its been burdening me since I was the one who accidentally caused it. But my Mum, Ultear and Lyon don't bring it up and don't think its my fault. Well, I completely disagree with them. Of course its my fuckin' fault. I couldn't perform a simple task that my Mum asked me to do (watch the food cooking).

After looking around my new home, I heard my Mum calling me for dinner.

"Gray! Dinner is on the table!" Ur shouted.

"Coming" Gray replied.

I finally make it to the kitchen to have a delicious meal staring me in the face, along with my siblings and mother sitting at the table; waiting for me. "Awesome, you made your famous lasagna, looks great Mum." I said as I was just about the dig in. I suddenly felt awkward when silence hit the atmosphere because I knew everyone was thinking about the indecent.

"Guys, I'm really sorry about putting you through this." I said, a single tear running down my check.

"Its not your fault Gray" They all said in a unison, and have Gray a reassuring smile to continue with his meal. But Gray wasn't finished yet.

"No! It is my fault, I could've killed one of you if not all of you! I can't live with this guilt of almost killing my entire family." I explained frantically with a waterfall of tears. Gray was a tough teenager, he usually never cries, but in this case; he couldn't help it.

"Gray..." Lyon and Ultear muttered, feeling sympathy for Gray.

"Gray, it was an accident, please don't beat yourself up over this. The main thing is that we're all here now and no one was hurt. Just put this event behind and start a new. Who knows, life might be better here." Ur said with a reassuring voice and smiling like nothing happened in their past.

My Mum really knows how to cheer me up. "Thanks Mum" I said with relief in my voice while giving a a bear hug.

"I'm going to bed, I don't wanna' be late for my first day at school tomorrow." Gray said playfully.

"Okay, night darling" Ur said while cleaning the dishes.

I made my way up stairs, and I already had my clothes off, with only my boxers on. For some reason since I was little, I've had this weird stripping habit and I don't even know why. Once my head collided with my pillow, darkness almost enveloped me, but before I drifted off, I couldn't help but think 'I have an amazing family, I almost burn kill them and burn down our house by accident and they still love me' I chuckled at that I fell into dreamland.

End of chapter

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