Hi! this is a oneshot suicide with Harry taking his own life after losing all those who cared.

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I sit on the roof of Number Four Privet Drive and gaze at the stars.

I can't help but wonder what the point is to my life now, with all those who cared for me gone; my mum and my dad, Cedric, and now my godfather Sirius.

All gone from this life. Their gone, but they've left me behind, all alone, to face existence without them.

I sigh and bat my eyes to keep the tears that threaten to spill at bay.

Those who I have left never truly cared for me, they were just there because the twinkled eyed fool was paying them from my own family vaults to keep an eye and manipulate me. All I was to them was a way to get money and fame.

Hermione, Ron, the rest of the Weasley clan, I meant nothing to them.

So now here I am back again at this hell I'm supposed to call home; Number Four Privet Drive. The roof of which, I'm currently sitting on, with a razor blade as my only company.

Did the old fool really expect me to let him win and use me as a chess piece in his game of lies and betrayals? Perhaps he did and perhaps I would have that is had I not overheard plotting against me and how they will enjoy spending my money, Sirius' money when I'm dead from the wounds I will receive from killing Voldemort because of Dumbledore's fake prophecy! Well fuck them all! I won't do it not now not anymore! Never again!

I look down again at the razor blade beside me and I cautiously reach towards it with a half-smile, half-smirk tugging at my lips.

I pick it up and gaze back at the stars, holding the blade deftly in my right hand and above my left wrist.

As I gaze I speak what will be my final words " I will see you soon Mom, Dad, Cedric, Sirius, please I beg of you, don't be mad at me. But I cannot continue, I have nothing in this life, I don't think I ever have, I've always been a tool or some sort to someone, the Dursleys, Dumbledore, the Weasleys, Hermione, the rest of the Hogwarts staff, even Hagrid! They were all just using me. I cannot go on with this sham so I hope you forgive me when I see you again but you see I see it this way I'm not giving up because I'm coming home."

I smile fully now, all smirks gone and light entering my green eyes for the first time since I learnt the truth.

I take a deep breath and say to the stars, "I'm coming home to those I love and who love me" and I quickly bring the razor blade down upon my wrist and then the other and knew no more but sweet darkness and a warm embrace.

Well that's it hope you like it and please READ AND REVIEW!!!

also i'm not too sure if i captured the emotions and depression right especially at the end where harry speaks for the first time it seems a bit bland? please let me know what you think!