Prologue
'See you next week dad' I called
'Izzy' I told him to start calling me izzy. Bella reminded me to much of the way Edwa- he had said it. 'Are you sure I can stay here.'
'It's okay…but thanks. I'll miss you.' what he didn't know won't hurt him…
'I'll miss you too…I love ya kid.' Wow Charlie…sharing…feelings? Wow!!
'I love you to daddy.' I'm sorry I added mentally.
'Well...uh... Bye' He gave me a kiss on my forehead and a hug.
'bye daddy.' He walked out the door.
Charlie and a few friends are going fishing again, and they were going to make it a 5-day trip out of it, per my suggestion. I suggested such for a reason. So I could be a two year old and wallow over Edwards' absence.
I decided I would go to the store and buy a giant tub of rocky road ice cream, and the go get a x-large pizza from Marco's, then I would go to the Cullen house with said items. And guess what im bringing a giant bag of…makeup…and many other things like nail polish Straightener and curling iron etc. I'm going to make myself as beautiful as possible.
(A/N. Confused? don't worry you'll see why in a minute…read on.)
2 hours later
I grabbed my purse, which was so full I couldn't even close it, and walked out the door. Just my luck its raining but it doesn't matter. I started walking. I couldn't, no wouldn't is more like it, drive my truck. Why? It reminds me of Edward to much. Since the cruiser was gone I had to walk in the rain, but did I care? No. it's refreshing… and maybe the walk will give me time to talk myself out of this stupid plan.
2 more hours later
After I got here I changed into the extra clothes I brought did my make up and styled my hair the way I thought he- No! his name is Edward, EDWARD!!! I will call him by his name, its EDWARD!!- would have, maybe, liked.
(A/N: The hair style is in my profile normally I don't put things for stories in my profile but I thought it was really cute check it out…read on…)
I put every thing back into my purse set it on the table and looked at the pain-killers (key word killers) I brought with me. and Charlie's gun I decided I didn't want to make a mess so I grabbed the bottle and popped nine in my mouth. It would all be over soon I thought, as three minutes later I started feeling drowsy… Or so I thought.
A/N: Cliffy.
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