and I said boy if you're wondering if I want you to, I want you to...

Prologue...

Some people now a days just can't comprehend simple respect. For example if I put myself out on a limb and follow you on Instagram the respectful thing to do would be to follow back. RIGHT?! Right. That's what I thought, but in a world of hopeless causes I guess social media etiquette is all but extinct.

Perhaps the follow back fiasco wouldn't have stung so hard if I didn't have my heart attached to it.I mean really I had a crush on this boy since forever, and now he had the audacity to make sure I knew I wasn't shit to him?

Maybe I was overreacting and he just hadn't checked his phone yet? Maybe he didn't follow back because he didn't have his notifications on? I should probably give it another hour before I jump to conclusions. He'll probably check in and see that he has a new follower, request to follow me back, and alas our whirlwind romance will begin!

But wait did someone just direct message me? I mean I've heard about slipping in the dm's, but was this guy that bold. Was he ready to start our whirlwind romance right now? I could feel my heart beat in my throat as I clicked the notification...this could be the start of forever...

Hey, I'm not gonna follow back but #nohate.

And with that final stab in my heart I knew without a doubt that I really wasn't shit to Edward Cullen.