Hi, everybody this is my second story, I got bored and wanted to do something so my mind came up with this story, it might not be the BEST story but hey I try, and this is my first Sailormoon story my first was about Yu-gi-oh. I'm going to say I am a Usagi/Seiya fan, I don't hate Mamoru don't get me wrong or anything I just like seiya/usagi better, as well as Minako/Yaten, Ami/Taiki, I like those as well because if you see the stars, there like the only ones that either have an episode together, and they kind of show them a different side!, and if you guys like Mamoru bashing I am very sorry but I am not going to bash him oh yea I don't like Rini! And I'm sorry if you guys do but err I hate her!, lol oh yeah I'm not going to put -Chan stuff because I don't really know about that so I don't wanna confused myself or others with me trying to but the right ones the only one I will do is when usagi calls Mamoru Mamo-chan I know that one. But it's not for long! And I hope you do enjoy the story here goes OK there's a bit of OOC! Just to warn you know,
Disclaimer-Oh I do not OWN Sailormoon or anything you might be familiar with
So please don't sue
Chapter one-This is my LIFE
Usagi P.OV
Its been a year, a year that the Three light left earth, and to be honest I miss them, Seiyas charm, Taikis smartness, and Yatens attitude, everything has been different since they left, but what can I do?, I cant do anything I cant bring them back, they have a home with there princess that would be very selfish of me, I cant keep doing this to myself, I have my own planet my own future prince and my friends that I would never trade in the world, then why do I dwell of the past, its over there gone, but the sad thing is that nobody knows is that my feelings for one is not.
End Usagis P.O.V
Usagi sighed as she looked out of her window while the rain fell from the night sky, covering the stars and moon.
"Oh how I hate the rain, it covers up the most beautiful things in the world, the stars and moon" she whispered to no one or so she thought
"Usagi?" somebody called
She looked to her side to see that it was Luna "Luna?! What are you doing here? I thought you where over at Mina's with Artamis" Usagi said in shock
"I was but I came a while ago, I was just drying up." silence "Usagi what's wrong you seem so sad sometimes, and you just stare at the sky. Always quiet you have been like this for a while and I am very worried about you" Luna said with sadness in her eyes
"Luna, don't worry I'm fine don't you ever just want to look up at the sky and think to yourself?, about all the things that have happened in your life?, or all the things you want to happen its like looking at the sky you can think about everything knowing that nobody its going to stop you" she said again looking at the night and dark sky
sighs "Usagi you cant do that forever, you hardly ever looked at the sky before, you started when the three lights left" Luna said
With that usagi harshly took her sight from the sky to look at Luna "You don't know anything! How can you assume something like that Luna, do you know what been going on? No you don't! Maybe back then there was nothing to think about but I'm getting older and life is changing, so what looking at the sky is showing something? That I'm sick or that something is wrong with me well its not so I would really appreciate it if you didn't assume when you don't know anything" and with the last glare at her cat friend she got up and left her room taking her umbrella with her,
Luna sat there shocked and smiled a bit 'she getting older' and with that ran after her. One she got there she saw her putting here shoes one
"Usagi? Where do you think your going?? Its pouring outside you will get sick" Luna exclaimed
"So what Luna? Now I will have a reason to look out the window won't I?" with that she left slamming the door.
Luna sat there once again alone 'Oh Usagi what's going on'
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Mamoru was pacing back and forth in his apartment, he sighed and ran a hand through with his hair looking at his letter
"I cant leave again, I cant leave her I remember the sadness when I left the first time, I cant do it again but they have accepted me again after a year this is my dream, but being here with usagi is a better dream a better future, a future that they have had planned for me my whole life, a future that I really don't want but have to have" sighs "what am I talking about I love usagi and I am happy with her and are future, right?"
Mamoru sighed again and through the letter on the ground as he did that he heard a knock on the door
He looked up and walked over to the door looked in the peep hole to see Usagi there. He quickly opened the door
"Usako"! He said moving out of the way for she can come in, "what are you doing here haven't you seen how it is outside" he said
"I know Mamo-chan I just needed to speak with you now and I couldn't wait" she said
"Its ok Usako, I'm sorry I just don't want you to get sick, and since you're here I have something to tell you to,"
"Hmm well you go first" Usagi said with a little grin
"Hey you came here first you should say it" he said grinning
Then he noticed usagi got serious and she said in a whisper "No please Mamo-chan go first, yours is probably more important"
Mamoru sighed and started "Usako this is very hard for me to say, and I don't want to have to tell you this but I have to, I got my college acceptance letter to Harvard they said I can come back, since I didn't get to go last year" He said with a hit of sadness in his voice
Usagi looked at him without a movement, she knew what that meant, he wanted to go and there destiny is holding him, the same way it's holding her
"Mamo-chan I want you to listen to me, don't talk just listen ok?" and with a nod from him she continued "I understand that you want to go to your college, and I am happy for you and I want you to know that I think you should go" his eyes go big and was about to say something but she stopped him with her hand " wait let me finish, you might wonder why I'm not crying as much or begging, but Mamoru this is about your dream your future and it would be very selfish of me to stop you from doing something that is in your heart" she said
Mamoru looked at her in shock. He did notice that she had called him by his name, but something else seems to be bothering her
"Usagi? But what about our future, Chibi -usa? everything that has been planed for us all these years? He said
Usagi grabbed his hand and said "You said it right there Mamoru, it's been planed for us we didn't plan this. We had to go along with it for the sake of Crystal Tokyo and Chibi-Usa, but tell me if they never showed us are past do you think we would be together now?, Mamoru please don't get me wrong I did love you those years I'm telling you I loved you with all of my heart and soul, but Mamoru, somebody has stolen my heart," usagi stared at him with tears in her eyes
Mamoru looked at her and his eyes soften "I understand and you are right everything you said is right, and I did love you also the same way but after a while I started to love you in a more friend or brotherly way, which was hard and I was going to live with that for the rest of my life, but I see you feel the same way. But what about Chibi-usa?" he said
Usagi cried more and Mamoru hugged her she cried for a while and then pulled away
"I think she would have wanted us to be happy. And no matter what happens she will always be part of our first borns that we will have" she said with a sad smile
"So I'm guessing it's over?" Mamoru said
"Yea but Mamoru even if we aren't together I still want you as a friend and I want you to be in my future even if it's not with me" she said smiling
"Of course Usagi we will be friends forever, I want you to be in my future, but just to let you know if I hears he huts you, I am coming back and hurt him with my bare hands" Mamoru with a smirk
Usagi laughed and said "I'll remember that, and I know he won't hurt me but thanks"
Mamoru looked at her and said "so usagi who's the lucky guy??"
Usagi looked at him and then smirk and said "you will have to wait and see"
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Oh gosh how was it?? Did it suck? Did it make sense? Please tell me the truth I will accept anything! Oh and came you please show me the way the spell Seiyas planet!, oh yeah don't worry Seiyas is coming very soon, but that is if you guys like the story! Please READ AND REVIEW