-1"You said you'd never break up with me" You say racing toward him angrily.
The tears are close to falling. No. This can't be happening. You made a mistake. You admitted it. That's something you never do.
You broke him. You know that. But something he doesn't know is that he broke you a long time ago. And it began the moment his lips touched yours in the auditorium. When he was with Quinn. Before things went crazy. Before he told you he loved you. Before this. Before now.
It hurts. And he just cant. He promised. And if you and him don't work out. You'll never believe in love again. You know its a bit dramatic. But you're Rachel Berry. Dramatic is your middle name.
You weren't thinking when you kissed Noah. He was there. He listened. But you should have known.
You should have known. All this. Finchel. Was too good to be true. He was Mr. Popular. And you were nobody. You're stupid to have thought that this was going to last forever.
Bitter tears fall. He can't. Please don't.
You love him. You love him so much it hurts. And he loves you too. And you know that. But you hurt him and that itself hurts too.
You can see the tears welling up in his eyes. And your holding in a sob. Because you did this.
You did this. To yourself. To him. You're a horrible person. And you never deserved him in the first place.
Then he looks at you. With heartbreaking bittersweet eyes. "I'd never thought you'd make me feel this way."
And with that he left.
Left you there. Sobbing. Hating yourself. Hating the world. And this messed up universe.
He did it. And you rather die than have to deal with this pain. This pain you've had before. When he left you after the first kiss. When you found out she was pregnant. When he broke up with you to find his inner self.
But this pain. Its different. Its stronger. And it hurts more. Because he loved you.
You broke him. But sometime a long time ago he broke you too.