Disclaimer- I do not own twilight.

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole


We are broken- Paramore

Bella's POV

Life's been a wreck since his departure.

The lonely nights at home are empty and lifeless. I don't watch T.V anymore, I just stare at it. It takes a tremendous amount of effort just to move. I've distanced myself from my friends and family.

I'm not the clumsy Bella I used to be. I'm a hollow shell now. Life is meaning less. Why keep moving on? Why not just kill myself and let the pain and suffering end here? No, no. I possibly can't bring myself to that….why?

Because I know he's still out there. He's still on this earth. As long as he is…I will be too. I sit in the living room alone. Hearing the ticks and tocks of time pass by slowly. Tensing at every second that goes by.

I try not to think of him. I try not to think of the memories…I'll just go insane. I've been in this position for too long. My arms and legs are stiff. Maybe I should go out for a walk.

Nah. I'll stay here instead.

Edward's POV

Why am I so stupid? Why did I leave her in the first place? It's for her own good.

It's for her own good. I keep repeating this to myself but it doesn't quiet seem to sink in. Once I told her goodbye I ran, and I ran, and I ran. I was hoping I could leave this behind me.

You know…it was just a "phase". If I could cry right now I would. God…why! It's been four months without seeing her blush. Four months without with out seeing that beautiful smile of hers. Four soul piercingly long months with out saying "I love you". Cullen, you messed up big this time.

My thoughts were silent for a moment. I could hear the tropical birds sing there sweet songs welcoming a new day. I could hear a waterfall nearby. I angrily got on my feet. I can't stand one more day without her! With that thought still lingering in my head I began to sprint faster then ever before. I could not be visible to the naked average human eye.

Wait for me.

I'm coming.

Bella.

I love you.

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Yep well what cha think? I know its short I'll try to be more creative with the story itself. Gah this is my first fanfiction so plz don't kill meh! _