Hey guys I am back...
Since ive been gone i had decided to coninue to write fanfic for my fans. I have currently been writing and have a few chapters i can upload.
I just want to say that you guys mean so much to me and with the past 7 months with everything happening you guys being my fans help alot and I love you guys so much for it.
Anyway here is the first chapter... ENJOY!
I dropped my bag to the floor as I stumbled through the door of my dorm. It was the first time I was away from home. Away from Ohio and away from my Mother and sister. Away from the town that tore me apart and brought me to move away. Away from the single guy who ruined my life and drove me to the point of no return.
I throw myself back on the bed and let out a sigh of relief being away from my past. I counted down every day after getting out the hospital that I'd graduate and move far away from the life I once lived.
And then from then on I swore of guys, of fake friends and the internet and all social media.
I was in college now; I was able to build a new life and a future without the past getting in the way. I cried when I had to say bye to Ellison my 13 year old sister. She was just starting high school and I warned her to be careful and not to do anything she didn't want to do. She understood and we cried for a good two days before I left.
My Mother on the other hand was even harder to say goodbye to. She had always been there for me and I felt super guilty when I woke up in the hospital after taking a whole bottle of pills and half a bottle of vodka I stole from her liquor cabinet. I was lucky to be alive again. She had been so supportive with me wanting to move away for college instead of staying back home and I was so thankful she understood why I needed to get away.
There was a faint knock at the door. I sat up and peered at the open door to see a curly blond with blue eyes staring back at me. She had a duffle bag hanging off her shoulder and a suitcase beside her.
"Hi" she greets with a smile waving her free hand "I'm Peyton Sawyer and I think we're roommates"
I knew I was getting a roommate and I was kind of interested in who it would be and how we would get on. It was bound to be a girl roommate of course and she was so pretty and petite.
"Hey" I swing my legs around and fold them underneath me "I'm Brooke Davis from Ohio"
"Oh that's cool I'm from Utah" she walks into the room and throws her bag on the other bed across the room "it's nice to meet you"
"Yeah you too"
For the next hour Peyton and I sat on each of our beds and talked. She told me that she also had a little sister Paisleigh she had left behind along with her mother Elizabeth and her Dad Larry who was always away for business.
I told her about my family and about Ohio leaving out my past and the black hole I had previously crawled out of. That's a story for another day.
"So what you majoring?" she asks
"Fashion" I state bringing out my sketch book "I eventually want to create my own line like this" she comes over to me and takes the pad from me looking at my sketches.
"These are really good Brooke" she says flicking through my pad "You're really talented"
"Thanks" I give a smile "so what about you Peyton?"
"Art" she states passing me my pad once she finished looking at it "I like to draw too and everyone says I'm good at it" she bounced over to her bag and pulls out her own pad and hands it to me.
"Wow these are amazing" I flicked through amazed at all the art she had drawn "people are right these are pretty awesome" she was very good at drawing and for a split second I thought maybe we could be really good friends for the four years we are here, but then I think back to my past and how closed off I had been to everyone and the thought of she and I being friends faded away.
I hand her back her pad which she puts away and I slide mine into my bag once again "it'll be fun rooming together I think" Peyton says with a smile on her face "fancy going for a coffee?"
"Now?" I question seeing her slide back on her heeled boots and grabbing her jacket from her bed.
The idea sped around my mind a few times before I answered. I wanted to say no, but I also didn't want to sound rude. That wasn't how I wanted to start my new beginning.
So I answer with a "Yeah okay sure" I stand to my feet and slid my feet into my own Wedged heels and head out the door with my new roommate. Maybe this can finally be a happy place for me to be after all.
Peyton and I were sat by the corner near the window of the nearest coffee shop we found on campus. The campus was quite big, with dorms scattered around. Our dorm building was the second you'd see when you arrived.
Peyton and I seemed to get on really well and decided to drop my the administration office together after our coffee to go get our time tables for our lessons.
I had excused myself from our conversation to order us both a almond white cookie. Peyton waved me off and I headed up to the counter.
"What can I get you?" a tallish very handsome guy asks from behind the counter. He had brown shabby hair and wore glasses, but had the cutest dimples when he smiled at me.
"Two almond white chocolate cookies please" he nodded and collected my order for me before handing them over. I paid and gave him a smile before stepping back bumping into someone has I did "Oh gosh I'm sorry" I immediately say turning to face the person. I looked up and our eyes connected blue to brown. He had blond a little long hair with these amazing ocean blue eyes that seemed to bring you into some sort of trance and his smile melted the surroundings around us.
The connection I felt was like nothing I've felt before. Dare I say it? Could it actually be? Could I actually feel like I once did back home with the guy who ruined me? Dare I feel like that again?
I pull my eyes away from him breaking the connection "I'm sorry again" I go to turn away when I feel him reach out and touch my arm.
God damn it.
I slowly turn around avoiding eye contact not wanting to be in his trance again "I didn't get your name butterfly?"
I scrunch my nose up a little then kinked my eye brow "butterfly?"
"Yeah..." he drags out nodding to my butterfly tattoo on my hip "so name?"
"That's something you don't need to know blue eyes. See you around" I give him a small wink and head back to Peyton handing her the cookie. I glanced back over and saw Mr blond let out a small chuckle before exiting the shop.
"Who was that?" Peyton asks when I take my seat once again.
I shrug my shoulders and bite into my cookie and sip at my coffee "I didn't get a name"
"Well he bumped into you on purpose" she states with a smile on her face. She bites into her cookie and winks at me.
"No he didn't. I bumped into him" I protest even though I wasn't really sure who bumped into whom.
"Yes he did Brooke" she sips at her coffee then looks at me again "he got up and stood behind you waiting for you to make the next move" I eyed her carefully trying to read her to see if she was lying or not "and I think he goes to our college too"
"How would you know that?" I question finishing my cookie and peering up at her from behind my coffee cup.
"His hoodie clearly had the college logo on it" she laughed. I didn't even notice. I guess I was too busy apologising for something he obviously was waiting for.
Once we had finished our coffee Peyton and I made our way across campus and into another very tall building. We walk up a few steps and see a youngish girl standing behind a desk. I head over to her with Peyton next to me. She looked up and smiled like she loved her job.
"Hello can I help you?" she utters her smile not leaving her lips
"We've just come to get our lesson rota" I say. She nods and sits down at the computer and starts to type.
"Name?"
"Brooke Davis" she nods and clicks at the mouse at the computer and then the printer behind her starts making a noise.
"Name?" she looks to Peyton.
"Peyton Sawyer" she states and the girl does the same thing and then she stands to her feet and turns to the printer. She turns back to us and smiles still.
"Here" she says as she hands us the paper "enjoy your time here" we both nod and then turn around to exit the building when another body bumps into me. I look up and see the same guy from the coffee shop. He smiled down at me.
"Hi again" I don't say anything. I adjust my jacket and look up at him "I'm sorry I should have looked where I was going" I just give a small nod "not talking to me now?" I peered back at him and he smiled "I don't bite you know"
"I didn't say you did" I finally speak and his smile grew.
"So you haven't lost your voice in the last half hour I saw you?" he laughed and I just stared back at him. Who is this guy?
"Lucas Scott about bloody time. You're late" the girl from behind the desk shouts over to him.
"Sorry Natalie" he calls over looking pass me "come let's go grab that table" he glances down at me "name?"
I shake my head and grab Peyton by the hand and drag her down the steps and out the building.
"His super cute" she looks back into the building before we start to walk across campus again.
"He also has a girlfriend" I state looking at her "he obviously didn't bump into me on purpose"
"Actually he did and you don't know if she's his girlfriend Brooke"
That was true I didn't know, but I'm not going to find out either. I'm not going to go after him and go out of my way to make sure I see him again. That wasn't me. Well not anymore. I don't care for that sort of relationship anymore. I already met one guy who ruined me to the point of suicide. I'm not letting another guy do that to me.
And I know what you're thinking. This Lucas guy might not do it to me, but I'm not willing to take the chance. I wasn't strong enough the first time so I very much doubt I'll get through it this time too.
"Maybe not, but his not my type Peyt" I lied he was my type. Blond, blue eyes and a killer smile, but the guy who ruined me also had blond hair and blue eyes, not a killer smile, but a killer body that was full of tattoo's that got me completely hooked.
"But I think your his type" she comments nodding over to Lucas who was watching me from his car where that girl was sitting in waiting for him to get in. I just stare back at him for a moment before looking away and grabbing Peyton by the arm and pulling her away.
Lucas Scott that was his name right? Anyway that Lucas Scott is a no no in my book. Fudge getting addicted to someone else and then getting broken. Not going to happen.
Well there you have it my beautiful fans...what do you think? You thoughts matter to me.
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