A/n: This is my first story, so please read and review! Spuffy story of course,Ever wonder if Dawn could blackmail people? Takes place after Hells Bells.

Ships: B/S



1 "Ah," Buffy moaned as Spike touched her. She loved these nights. Spike understood her wants and needs. In the morning she knew she would have to leave Spike and go back to the treacherous hell, her friends. Only Spike understood her. Dawn did to, a little but Spike understood her better than anyone else ever had. Everyone else tried way too hard to help and act cherry. But Spike understood. Her friends just couldn't get the problem. Buffy knew they loved her. " They love me." She muttered under her breath.

Dawn stood leaned against Spike's window. She was planning to tell Buffy that if she didn't obey her she would tell Buffy's friends just what was going on between her and Spike. It was a perfect plan! Dawn was just so sick of being ignored by everyone! This stunt would make Dawn shine! She would make Buffy give her new clothes, money, and no curfew. Life would be good she thought to her self as she walked home. " Life will be good."

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" It's morning." Buffy told herself as she quietly left Spike and the bed where they shared some amazing things the night before.

The way the touched her… The places he touched her… Well she wouldn't go there.

She knew she loved him. She just wouldn't admit it to him. Inside her there was a burning desire to touch and be with him but she knew she couldn't.

If her friends knew, the shame would be unimaginable. So, she would never tell. It was either that or dump Spike and she knew she couldn't bear that again.

Only Tara would know.

Only Tara.

She left Spike's crypt feeling the one feeling she had hated the most since she'd been back, safe. She thought her secret was safe for yet another night.

Boy was she wrong.

A/n: Okay so the first chapter sucks but I think it will get better very soon.