this is whole story is through Lilly's point of view. Her thoughts are in Italic
Disclaimer: Yeah...so who wishes they could own this? haha me too...sadly no one here does and I know i certainly don't...
Lilly stands in front of her bathroom mirror just staring at her self "Shit I'm ugly..." Positive thinking idiot...positive thinking. "Alright, alright!" great I'm even responding to myself now. Lilly splashes her face with water trying to shake her thoughts out of her head. She then begins staring at the mirror again, with a blank expressionless face. How the fuck do I even go about starting this "talk" how can any 15 year old "talk" to their parents about this? "Their going to hate me. Yup...their going to cut me off like I'm not their daughter." how about mom first? Can she handle it? Oh my god...her only daughter...gay. "Mom...there's something extremely important I really need to discuss with you, it's life changing and scary." Hello! We're not telling her that I have a fucking disease! Lilly gives an exasperated sigh and sits on her tub that's directly behind her. What if I just wait? Waiting never hurt anyone! "No, no, no...I have too, this is who I am! Shit. Shit. Shit! I can't do this." Lilly starts nervously pacing around her bathroom. What if we told Miley? " We? Since when do I start referring to myself and my thoughts as two people?!Lilly now really isn't the time to decide if your crazy!"well shit, what if I am?"Stop being a fucking nut case!!! alright...back on topic...Miley. "OH MY GOD! How the hell could I even think about telling her!" ...the girl I've been in love with since the day I met her! "HA, it's official, I'm checking my self into an institution! Fuck this bullshit! I'm done with this. I said this was going to be the last time I practiced in front of the mirror at..." Lilly looks down at her watch, it's 2:30 in the morning. "Already? Dude, no! Waking up for school tomorrow is going to be a bitch!" This is all your fault MILEY!!! seriously, I never had any kind of attraction to girls till you came around! I mean FUCK! You come along, your down right gorgeous, with the way you walk, talk, laugh, even the way you cry makes me go weak at the knees. "AH! Truscott your doing it AGAIN! Knock it off..." Lilly looks herself straight in the eye through the mirror. "Wow...I REALLY hope this is what people do when trying to..." COME OUT! God, why can't I even say it? I'm gay, I'm gay, I'm gay. Yeah so easy to say it in my fucking head. Lilly holds her hands to her temples, and slowly starts rubbing. See all this fucking psychotic mumbo jumbo going on in my head is giving me another migraine! Lilly lets out a long sigh. 'Tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll tell mom." then she walks towards her door and turns the lights off.
so what do you think? Stupid? Lol probably, this was my first one so...whatever.