Even after all this time i didnt think it would end like this, maybe more poetic but never you storming out over something so petty. I still dont really belive what has happened to get to this point but here i am sitting alone in my room trying to figure out what went wrong, was it me or you? or was it both of us just not working anymore? or maybe the fact that you and i are two very drifferent kind of poeple.
You said you didn't care anymore, how can that be when you told me earlier today you loved me. love doesnt fade that fast unless you were looking for a way out a way to leave, or maybe my time of having you was up maybe i only got to spend a small amount of time with you to make me a better person but now ill never know because as soon as you left my whole world fell apart like a tower of small fine twigs tied together with petals of roses that ended up drying up and falling apart faster than a flash flood.
I thought i was going to spend for ever with you but how can i be so sure when you dont even want a relationship you talk about how im ment to love you, but you never show me? if we go out its in a different pace to where we live so noone will see us, or you just dont find me pretty enough to stand by your side other than my support and love you take for granted if you didnt have that were would you be now, where would you be if i wasnt tell you i belive in you telling you, you could do it?
I love you more than words can say i told you i love you more that yesterday but less than tomorrow.
When did it end up my fault for everything that went wrong between us? what happened to the old me that didnt care what people though about what i looked like? what happened to the old you who made me smile after i cried? what happened to the happy people we once was?
Did i think to far into the future to see what was happening in front of me you slowly slipping away from me, maybe it's better that i dont have a future to plan anymore
The only thing that awaits me is the botton of the north parfic ocean