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Author's note: This just sort of worked it's self into my head. Please review, but no flames!
Dear Nick,
I have always loved you. Did you ever know that? Whenever I think about going out with a guy, I compare him to you. Your eyes, your smile, everything, and I have yet to find someone who even comes close to you. I love you for everything that you are, not what I want you to be. I have always wished that you would love me like that back, but I know that there is no chance for that to happen.
Remember when I was a little girl, and you would give me a hug, or pick me up, or just talk to me when Eddie wouldn't pick me up, and mom had to bring me in? How about the nickname you gave me, Sugarplum Fairy? These are the moments that are the last thing I think about when I go to sleep at night, and the first thing that pops into my head.
I'm too shy, as you can tell, to confront you about how I feel. I understand that it would never work between us, you being a grown man, and me just going off to university. I just figured that I should tell you how I feel before I go away. Please don't think less of me for telling you this Nick; I'm begging you. I'm glad that I have finally told you how I feel about you. I can now go with a cleaner conscience, because, well, it's out in the open.
Always,
Sugarplum Fairy :^)