One step and then stop.
I look up at the sky; deep blue and fluffy clouds.
One step and then stop again.
I look into his eyes; green emerald and sadness.
One step and then I fall down on the pavement, then curl up and wait for something to happen.
But something doesn't happen.
Back to these happy days... Everything was perfect, everything was just him. With me. Us.
"We'll stay forever together, like these. Frozen in this moment. I promise."
Never promise to a broken girl. Never.
Down here I'm waiting.
"Hey, you all right?" asks some stupid bystander. Get the fuck away from me, I would say, but my mouth is dry and when I open it, no sound exits.
He waits for an answer, an answer that I'll never give to him.
Because this sorrow is only mine. No one can understand it.
I'm gone. My soul is gone, with him, forever.
Maybe that's what he meant:"Together. Forever.", but it's not what I wanted.
I'm hollowed. No emotions, no feelings, nothing.
I curl up on the pavement and just wait. Wait for something that is never going to happen; I am waiting for my death.
I'm sorry for any eventual mistake, due to the fact that english is not my first language. Have mercy! C: