As long as I have known I wanted more out of life than to be like my mother. Five husbands(the fifth ones about gone as well) and one child me. She complains on hiw if she hadn't gotten pregnant with me, she could be doing a lot better for herself. I just think and if you hadn't spread your legs, you wouldn't have had me now would you now? But my stepdad has told me not to say that to her, it will just start her non stop crying about my biological father and we don't want to hear that for the millionth time.
Don't get me wrong my dad dying on the day I was born after he had to go back to work after he held me for the first and last time can be very traumatising to any one. But come on now hours of crying at over 18 years is a little much don't you think? I think she's just using it to make me feel guilty. Well sorry for you mom, after husband number three and five, I no longer care. Both these men tried to rape me and put me in the hospital. exactly why number three and five are gone, both jailed for the attacks. Ray kind of caught them trying to and knocked them out and called 911.
Mom never believed either of us even after she was shown evidence. Can we say dellusional. Ray decided after number five it was time I learned to shoot and to defend myself prooerly. He says as tiny as I am someone could nust tuck me under their arms and walk off with me. Not funny if you are the victim. I tokd him, I want to have a goid life before I consider marriage and children. He says its the best way to do it.
One morning he came i to our kitchen right before I was going to start college and handed me my moms okd wedding band. He said here you might want to use this to keep guys off you whike you are achieving your goals. Because we both know how you attract those boys like bees to honey. This might stop some of the bees, but not all of them lol. He then says if you work anywhere or rent or apply anyplace just say you are married lol Use my name as your husbands name lol. We both chuckle. He and I both know I will be using that ring often, Kate won't like it at all. But she likes men chasing her, but shes tougher than I am. physically and mentally. Most men are afraid of her agressive nature and even though I am sure that she doesn't have them physically, she has more balls than some men. Ray says she scares him at times and he was a drill sergeant.
Anyway I am sharing an apartment with her in Seattle, her folks bought it and a car for her high school graduation. I on the other hand got Wanda V Wagon for mine. But the other side of the coin, I get my trust fund to go to college on. It pays for everything as long as I keep my grades up. If I don't I can't have anymore until I turn 25. My dads family had an odd sense of humor. They never gave my mom money for my care and upbringing, but she went through all my biological dads money having a good time, then she met Ray and he married her and adopted me.