A/N: I was just reading this story about how Lorelai dies and her letter to Rory made me cry so hard, but then I got thinking about what Lorelai's letter would say, I mean it's just to freak sad so please read and read the second chapter you may be surprised to see what happens.
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Dear Rory,
How do I tell you how much I love you? I know while your reading this, how much I love you isn't what you need to hear, but it is what I need to tell you. You don't have a daughter and I always hoped I would get to see your kids but things happen kid and we just have to deal with them. Since you don't have a daughter you can't even begin to understand how much I love you, until you have a daughter, someone who just makes everything real and is the main reason you do anything, I can't even put it into words. You've always thanked me for things like getting you into Chilton, but can't you see that, that was the least I wanted to give you? Please be sad, its better than being mad or bitter or feeling lost because babe you have always known where you were going. The girl that had planned everything since her birth, should not feel lost. Do what ever you've wanted to ever do. Go bungee jumping. Get a tattoo. Or just do something that I would do. What ever you need to do. And honey I know your not ready to hear this, but since I'm gone I know I have to tell you. He's the one. You have always known he was, hell I always knew he was maybe that's why I hated, no I never hated him, maybe that's why I never fully let him in, because I knew he was the one person that could take you from me. Not even my death could take you from me but he can. He has made mistakes, and he regrets them, I know he does. He grew up like I did. When everything around you is cold you have to protect yourself from it, I used humor, while he just pushed everything out. He wasn't lying when he told you he loved you. He's always loved you that's why he runs, you scare him to death. I bet your wondering how I know all this, well sweets its because we're alike, more than anyone thinks, he reminds me so much of myself it scares me a little, but its also how I know he won't run again. So baby don't be sad for to long I loved you, if for some stupid reason we were in a fight before I died, just remember nothing has ever been your fault. Not a thing. I love you more than life its self and that's why death cannot keep me from you. Oh and you know who he is but since your so like me with the coffee addiction and great taste in men, I also know how stubborn you'll be and refuse to see who I'm talking about. Its Jess, Its always been Jess.
Love,
The Infamous Lorelai
I love you.
A/N: working on the next chapter I just thought Lorelai's chapter should be all by itself.