Every time you walk by my heart runs a marathon
Every time we touch I can't breathe
You're the only thing solid
The only thing real
The only thing I can't have
I want "us" so bad it makes me sick
I hate myself for wanting "us"
And I would do anything for us
Were closer than I ever thought people could be
But we can't be together because of our gender
Because of what society views us as
We can't because in their eyes we are nothing but freaks
But in my eyes I only see beauty
In my eyes I only see you
What's in your best interest and what I can do to make you happy
And right now it seems you only want friendship
Someone who won't hurt you
Who you can count on
Someone who loves you
And not just the image of you
But someone who is willing to do anything to see you're smile
Someone who wont be you're friend one day and only wants sex the next
I can be you're someone but until the day I know you want this to
Ill be here always to watch you and be there for you
I Love you Carly Shay
And I want you to love me too