Why hello, ffdn. It's been a long time, hasn't it? amused, submits and goes back to lurking
AN: How ZackxCloud pr0n actually manifests itself in my head. While it can be graphic, it actually is pretty... well. Gentle. Yay, pointless.
He makes sure they are comfortable, and that he is willing and ready under his hands. He asks, always asks before taking anything, and even then, he has to reaffirm that his partner can back out any time as he wishes.
The other tells him yes, that he is ready and that he knows, and he's prepared, but he still hesitates and he is grateful when Zack takes the lead with that same smile, always so patient.
"I'll wait for you," Zack says in the darkness of the room where Cloud is most comfortable. He wishes that one day, his young lover would allow them to do this under natural light. The moon is beautiful on his skin, yes, but it would be even more beautiful had there been sunlight. "Always." He means it.
The other trembles and holds his hands, shy and afraid even though they've done this countless times. To him, no matter how many times it is repeated, it never loses the sense of wonder, of freshness that is uniquely Zack. He does not want to let go of it. "I don't want you to wait." He says truthfully in return, voice firm.
That's when warm hands thoroughly love him, searing him into blissfulness and he returns the favor as much as he can, and knows that Zack feels the same, feels the deep connection mere contact provided.
It is more than enough, and it is not enough.
Before Zack goes further, he asks, as he always does that makes Cloud fluster and blush and feel like a child, but he takes it because Zack only means well is merely looking after him.
"You can always tell me to stop." He says, and he is repentant that it hurts his lover, because he does not want to break him, and they know it.
They want to change it.
Years later, Cloud replies to him, "I don't need you to stop, I won't ever ask you to stop" and he is happy, blissfully so, and he kisses the lids of those bright eyes and sees them sparkle in the bright room.
He laughs and takes him into his embrace, burying into his warmth. "I would still wait for you anyway."