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A/N: Another Naruto story, oh yeah! Anyway, I've been meaning to put this up for a while now but just dint have the first and yes, this was inspired by "Shadowed Sun", please review and check out my other stories

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto etc

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart.

Helen Keller

Look, I didn't want this to happen to me, I've always been a good girl, got good grades, did what I was told told by my parents and older brothers

I rebelled only a little but, hey, I was at that age

I loved my family to bits even though we were average, my parents did everything they could do to keep me safe and happy, my brothers were awesome

Despite being an idiots and picking on me, they were pretty cool...but they often went away randomly and my parents did the same. I often asked then where they were going but they would just smile and ruffle my black hair

They always brought me new volumes of an Manga called Naruto and I adored it- it was salvation for a nerd like me

I loved reading them, watching AMV's about them and stories about them too, you could say that I was obsessed but I swear- I'm not a Fangirl!

I had a best friend called Nina Binary, she was like a sister to me, she knew exactly how I felt, I could confide anything into her and she wouldn't judge me, heck, I even told her about the box

But it started off with me walking home from school

I was pretty angry because of some girls made fun of me and how I literally spoke literature, how I was so deep and how I always read or wrote poetry

I remember having a lot of dark thoughts about them and the world in general but immeadiately stuffed them away in a box in the corner of my head

That box holds my most darkest thoughts and emotions, I don't think anyone else has as much as me but everyone and I mean everyone has dark thoughts and emotions

Man that box is getting big

Anyway, so I was walking home when I heard the screech of a car and when I looked up I saw them sitting in the car just before it hit me.

Pain

That was the only thing I felt at that moment as my breathing slowed down

It started to rain and it felt as if the sky was crying for me

I closed my eyes and felt my spirit being lifted up and when I opened my eyes, I saw myself lying on the ground dead and the girls in the car knocked out before I was whisked away into the light and I barely remember what a voice was telling me before I was tugged down


Darkness

That was what I saw for a few months and I could hear the heartbeat of another person throughout those months of warmth and safety

Well that was until I was ripped out of my comfort and forced into the cold air until I was rubbed down, cleaned, wrapped in a soft blanket and carried in the arms of a giant

They were very bony and thin and they began tracing patterns into my arms before the patterns started to burn and I cried

She (I'm sure it was a 'She' because I could feel her long hair tickling me) handed me to another giant

Words are exchanged

He rocked me back and forth a little before handing me to another giant

He was older than the first guy but younger than the woman he whispered to me a little before tracing patterns on the area just under my neck which burned and I cried louder

He then placed me next to a familiar woman who wrapped a long arm around me and cooed to me. That heartbeat was the same one I had been hearing all of those months, I was sure of it

More words were exchanged

I curled into her and whimpered, I was so scared and that was when it happened

Malicious energy far worse than I could even comprehend came

I wanted my parents and my brother and Nina

I was taken somewhere else and placed next to another baby, he was a newborn like me, that I could tell bit whether he was older or younger than me I did not know

The next minutes were a blur until I came into contact with that God-awful energy and the box seemed stretch and grow bigger than ever and it kept on growing and the baby next to me, he was definitely a 'he', sniffled and curled into me

More words are exchanged. Silence. A few growls. Words from the woman, she was crying and so sad and heartbroken.

I didn't want her sad

Words from the man from before

I felt more pain as the pattern beneath my neck burned more than ever and the box seemed to come alive as if it had mutated but the pattern burned it back

The older male from before came and the baby next to me cried out in pain as if he was going through what I was going through and then silence

I couldn't feel the man anymore

The old lady from before picked me up as a completely different man picked the other baby up

She checked the pattern on my neck before exchanging words with the man

She was so sad and was growing weaker by the minute but she sealed four types of energy into me which I found soothing

I understood a few words but missed the majority of them

"My daughter, son-in-law and grandson are gone. I have sealed a bit of their Chakra and mine into her so that we will see her again and help her control what is just beneath the skin. Take good care of Koneko, my time is up" she kissed my forehead gently and I cried louder

She handed me to the man who rocked me back and forth and whispered to me trying to comfort me

I never felt that old woman or those first people who first carried me ever again

I was so sad

Time passed and it took me exactly 9 months to figure out that I had been reborn into the Naruto universe but-thankfully- I wasn't a Jinchuuriki

I had been reborn as Koneko of the ancient Tsukino clan which was as old as the Uchiha, Senju and Uzumaki clans

I was a confused as hell but could remember everything from my past life and from then on I decided that I was going to change things for the better

The good things were that Minato and Kushina were still alive as well as Obito and Rin so I knew then that things were going to be different even though I hadn't changed it yet

Just freaking peachy