CHAPTER 1.

I was standing in meadow, No thoughts were running through my mind. I wanted to get away from the nightmare I was having. I heard a voice and jumped suddenly, "Edward" I screamed. Who was Edward? Why Was I screaming his name? So many questions I was asking myself. I walked back to my car in a hurry. I never liked fast cars, but for my 18th Birthday My dad bought me an Eclipse. I drove back to school, listening to Claire de Lune, Which was my all time favorite song. I tried to remember what I was like and the accident that happened less than 5 months ago. My father told me I was in a bad car collision, it was Icy and I lost control of my Chevy. I arrived at school grabbing my stuff out the backseat and walked out in the rain. I moved to a rainy town to live with my dad so long ago it seems.

"Bella!" Jessica yelled across the parking lot.

"Hey Jessica" I said very nonchalant to hide all my feelings from the car ride.

"Ready For Trig?" Almost sounding a little brush.

"Not really" I moaned. It almost felt Jessica Stanley new something I didn't, Every time I brought up junior year she would change the subject. I had to find out it was. I felt like I was missing something, I can't picture it I don't know what it is, almost like it vanished. Whatever it was it was out of my reach and I wanted it back. During trigonometry the class I hated, I thought about what my life was missing; I couldn't think of anything, I even thought about my toothbrush being missing. Finally the bell finally made it loud annoying sound. It was lunch and I wasn't hungry. Time passed pretty quickly. I was going to embrace Biology, I didn't have a lab partner and I didn't need one. Mr. Johnston never paired me up because I was new and there were not enough class mates, this class was easy and I got my work done.

I walked out my eclipse and sped home, Charlie's Cruiser was in the drive way. I walked through the door and put my stuff on the chair.

"Dad, I'm home" I practically whispered.

"I'm in the kitchen bells" He screamed.

"I want to ask you something"

"Are you okay Honey?"

"Yeah dad I'm fine"

"Alright whats your question then"

"Why do I feel like Lost something?"

He sat down Staring into my eyes with very much concern, I've never seen Charlie with that much Emotion, He's more of the apathetic type, Seeing his face made me want to burst into tears, But If I let any signs of tears fall down my face, He wouldn't tell me because I wasn't ready. I braced my self and plopped down in the chair so fast I got dizzy.

"Bella, There is something I need to tell you." His voice Cracked

"What is it?" I said with complete concern

"There was no accident" His mouth was moving faster than I could register.

"No Accident?" I couldn't get accident out for the life of me.

"No" No emotion was on his face that I could tell of.

I put my head on the table, Wondering what else could of happened, What happened to me,.

Really Short, But I'm getting better. New Chapter Up soon, Sorry For the Cliffy.