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I hate Mondays, especially Forks Mondays.

I have been living here for the past 3 years and Forks has yet to grab hold of my attention. My parents, bless them, want me to go out and enjoy life, do they mean go and walk around like a fool while it's pouring down rain, I think not. My idea of enjoying this meaningless town is to go to the Hell hole of a high school and then come back home and lock myself in my room.

"Edward Anthony Cullen stop throwing yourself a pity party and get up, I am not going to be late again." How could something so small be so annoying, my sister Alice is just that. Sigh.

Every morning it's the same routine wake up to alarm, lay in bed till I am forced to get up, take my morning leak, brush my teeth, look at my hair and come to the conclusion that it is so far gone and messy…sometimes I'm afraid to touch it for fear that a raccoon will pop out, and then I drive my siblings to school.

Wow. my life is boring.

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So here I am now sitting in my first period, Advanced History.

I sit in the back and just sketch and let my mind wonder, the teacher never calls on me.

One time I decided to have a little fun and raise my hand to correct the oh so smart teacher of mine. Hah fun.

Flashback:

In May 1959, the British scientist and novelist C P Snow delivered his influential Rede Lecture on 'The Two Cultures'. Its central argument was that a breakdown of communication between the two cultures of modern society - the sciences and the literary - was holding back our ability to tackle the world's problems. The term 'two cultures' persists as shorthand for the notion that there is a damaging rift between science and other types of knowledge.

Fifty five years on, the Royal Society is hosting a public debate to revisit the two cultures argument and assess its applicability to our situation today. Was the two cultures idea exaggerated at the time? Is it a damaging simplification? Is it relevant today? Are the most important intellectual endeavours those which lie in between or combine different cultures? The panel representing science, humanities, politics and the arts will discuss these and similar questions. Blah blah blah….

"Yes, you may use the restroom"

"Actually Sir I would like to point out an error that you have made."

"You said that it was Fifty five years on, when it is actually Fifty years on."

"Don't worry though it was a beginners mistake."

" I will not have my students showing me up, it is Fifty five years on because I am the teacher. And you are the student who is going to the office!"

End Flashback.

Sooo..that is way I will never raise my hand again.

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Wow. This day is a drag, I feel like the living dead.

Second period isn't all that bad the teacher doesn't like his job so he just stands up there and talks on his phone. You gotta love Forks high schools educational staff.

He doesn't care that we talk or text, so there is a lot of gossip to entertain me, to a degree.

"Hey Mike have you seen that new girl, man is she Hot, clumsy but Smokin."

"Yeah, Taylor I have and all I have to say is that I am going to ask her on a date, then after the date I am going to fuck her pretty little brains out."

I have come to a conclusion that the male species are in fact pigs.

I bet this new girl is just like every other girl that comes here to our school.

I am not shallow but girls usually fall head over heels for me, many girls just ogle me all day. I really don't like it.

It's always "Omg Edward Cullen he is so hot." Or "Edward has a nice body and gorgeous eyes, I would so do him." Does anybody care about who I really am. Most of these girls are dumb as a doorknob and are just in it for sex. Don't get me wrong I would love to have sex, but I am old fashioned and a gentlemen I want my first time to be with someone who I am in love with, not a slut.

This is way I don't date the girls at Forks high. Sure I find girls attractive but as soon as they open their mouths I lose total interest.

I have yet to find a girl that I can hold a intellectual conversation with, may family is starting to think I am gay…I am far from it.

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Lunch, time for the annoying buzz of human voices, the only good thing is that I get to see my sister Alice and my brother Emmett also Jasper and Rosalie.

"Hey Edward have you seen that new chick wow is she a fine piece of ass." Yep that's Emmett for you.

"No Emmett but I have heard about her and she sounds like every other girl in this student body, oh and you are very lucky that Rose didn't hear you."

As we walked over to the table I see my sister bouncing in her chair while her boyfriend Jasper tries to hold her down.

I just have to smile, but I am still a tad on the worried side. When Alice is all hyper to see me it usually means that she has something really big to share with me.

"Edwardhaveyouheardaboutthenewgirlwowsheissoniceshewouldbeperfectforyou!"

"Alice slow down what are you trying to say all I caught was Edward and then you lost me." I said as I sat down with my tray of terrible food.

"Edward her name is Bella and she is in my English class, she is really nice and she is not like most girls I have talked to. She is very down to earth. I like her I think her and I are going to be best friends!"

I just stared at her she had lost me again…

"Edward just look over at that table."

I followed her finger to the table she was pointing at, were my gaze was cast upon a brown hair girl sitting with Angela.

Angela looked at me and then leaned over and whispered something to this girl, Bella I think her name was, and then the girl turned and looked at me. She made eye contact for just a second. I could have sworn she blushed, but she was to far away to really see. Oh well, I didn't really care but yet I couldn't turn away. Strange.

My trance was broken by a French fry smashing right into the back of my head, I bet in a month I'll find that French fry…yuck, maybe the raccoon will eat it.

"Earth to Eddie mom did teach us that it is rude to stare at people, especially young ladies." I just sneered at him and took a sip of my water.

"Aww our little Eddie might have a little crushie on Bella."

I could kill Emmett right now.

"Emmett I was just looking for a second, and I don't even know her how could I have a crush?"

Then may lovely sister had to put her two cents in…

"Edward come on I saw the way you just looked at her, you looked interested. I think you should talk to her. You'd be surprised she is very smart, just like you. She is very shy but once you get to know her she is very funny, the only downside is that she is very clumsy."

"Alice I wont have anytime to talk to her, and besides like every teenage girl in this school once they talk I lose interest."

Oh no not the Alice puppy dog face pout, my whole family calls it that so don't think im all gay like that for saying it.

"Please Edward…She really is a nice person and she needs a friend."

Don't look at the face, focus on, yes focus on the door.

"PLEEEASSE!" oh no she is kicking it up a notch

Ummm think of the square root of pie 1.7724538……Ugh no use.

"Alright Alice if I run into her I will talk to her, if that will make you a happy camper."

"THANKYOUTHANKYOUEDWARDYOUWONTREGRETTHIS!"

The look on my sisters face was pure happiness.

Little did the pixie know that I will probably never run into Bella, but strangely I wanted to run into her.

"Hey Eddie I really do think that you should get laid, you always look so frustrated."

Has Emmett ever thought that he is the reason for my frustration.

"Emmett first of all please don't call me Eddie, and secondly I will get la- I mean have sex when I find someone that I am in love with."

"That could take years.."

I could just punch that jackass of a brother in the face. Oh thank god for the bell.

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Biology class the one class that I get to sit by myself.

As I sat down and started to open up my text book to whatever page I happen to flip too, I heard the chair next to me get pulled out. I didn't look up it was probably Jessica the annoying slutbag that really wants to get in my pants.

When Jessica or whoever it was didn't get the hint I prepared myself to say something along the lines of I'm not interested. I went to take a deep breathe and I was almost knocked out of my chair by the sweet smell that no perfume could ever conjure up, it smelled like freesias.

Momentarily stunned, why was this smell having this affect on me. As I regained coherency I looked up and once again I was stunned.

This person who had taken a set next to me was none other then the girl from lunch, Bella.

I just stared, she wasn't looking so I like any other guy I let my eyes rake over her body.

Sitting down you could still tell that she had curves in all the right places, her skin also looked so smooth and silky..like cream. I wanted to touch it so much.

Then I noticed what she was wearing…Tight faded jeans with a white shirt. The light from the window was shining on her and at the right angle I noticed that I could see her bra, It was blue….my favorite color. The color of the bra brought me to attention with her breast, her breasts were perfect. I wanted to reached down and suckle on them and tease them with my fingers..

Her body was perfect, I let my eyes roam some more and I think a small mew escaped my lips.

She turned then flicking her hair out of her face, sending a wall of sent my way, strawberries..mmmhmmm.

She looked at me and I looked at her.

She had a heart shaped face, a cute little nose, red pouty lips with the bottom lip a little bigger then the top, and then I looked into her eyes.

I got lost in those eyes…those eyes they were like pools of milk chocolate. It was like I could see into the depths of her soul and get lost in time.

Then she blushed a beautiful shade of red all I could do was smile my all to famous croaked smile, thus causing her to blush crimson red.

Much to my dismay she turned away.

Once the spell of her eyes was broken I was free to look more at her body. I started to think of sexually things that I wanted to do.

I wanted to hear her scream my name as I pumped faster into her racing towards our release. Then I felt something stir inside of me, no wait that something was stirring in my pants.

I had become aroused and not just a tad were you can just think about Emmett in a Speedo, no this was a full blown erection.

Ugh this is embarrassing I rarely get aroused like this and it was painful. Nobody has ever had this power over me. This Bella she just had to look at me and I was standing at attention waiting and ready. Oh how I wanted to just take her right there on the table.

Wait I know how to take care of my little crisis, all I have to do is get her to talk to me.

Then my member will deflate, and I can go back to being normal.

Ok but right now I still have this problem, and I will not be a jerk and not look her in the eye when I talk to her…even though it will be useless because all I have to do is hear her say hello.

Ummm…a binder yeah that will work.

Once I was covered I turned to her, she had her face hidden behind a curtain of luscious brown silk she looked so cute when she was being shy. At that moment I wanted to brush the hair from her face and lift her chin up so I can look into those brown pools…FOCUS EDWARD YOU HAVE A PROBLEM TO TAKE CARE OF.

So I spoke.

"Hello, my name is Edward Cullen." I gave her my genuine smile

She looked up with a surprise written all over her face, her lips formed a little 0 as she blushed. That made little Eddie cheer…did I just name my penis….ugh just talk so I can end this torture.

Then she spoke.

"Hi, I'm Isabella Swan, but you can just call me Bella." She said this with a blush…then she smiled.

I don't know if this is even possible but little Eddie got harder, I actually liked it when she talked….I was in trouble, and harder then ever. Ouch.

I actually wanted her to talk more…to hold a conversation with me.

"So Bella what brings you to Forks?"

That sounded like an ok question to ask her.

"It's complicated."

Uh oh.

"I think I can keep up." I said this with a smirk

As I said those words she bit her lower lip, I don't think she meant it to look sensual but it did. And me likie. I wanted to kiss her and suck and nibble on her bottom lip.

"Well my mom and dad are divorced to start off with. I was living with my mom Renee but she is going out with Phil."

"And you don't like this Phil guy?" I was truly intrigued

"Oh Phil's a great guy don't get me wrong, but he plays baseball and that involves a lot of moving around. My mom was torn between staying with me at home or going with Phil. I wanted my mom to be with the guy she loves so I decided to move in with Charlie, my dad. That is what brought me to Forks."

She really looked sad, like she was missing her mother, I felt the urge to pick her up and put her on my lap and just take the sadness away, just cuddling nothing sexual.

"And your not happy?"

She just laughed, her laugh was even beautiful.

"What?" I really really wanted to know what she was laughing about.

"My mom always says I'm an open book and that I am so easy to read."

I just laughed. "Actually I find you very hard to read, I find you very interesting."

She blushed again I didn't know that a human could blush that many shades of red.

Then much to my dismay started the class….Swell.

All through the class I kept catching her looking at me, I didn't let her know that I knew that she was looking at me, I enjoyed it too much to embarrass her and make her stop. But I couldn't help smiling a little, it was a ego boost knowing that she too liked to look at me as much as I liked looking at her.

The bell then rang and I still had my little well big problem…..

So I waited for everyone to leave, thus giving me a great view of Bella's cute little ass.

Oh that just made matters worse downstairs for me, watching it sway side to side like a siren calling my name, and then she tripped over the door stop. I couldn't help but smile.

As I walked out of the now empty class with my binder covering up my problem I realized that I was in no shape to go to my last class.

So I walked out to my car, I really needed little Eddie to calm down.

Ah hah Classical music always soothes me, I pressed play and on came Debussy.

I pushed my chair as far down as recline would let it go and fell asleep. Ms. Cope wouldn't care if I skipped class.

SLAM,SLAM!

That woke me up, I shot up faster then humanly possible.

School was over and Alice and Emmett had decided to not wake me the nice way, but instead to scare the shit out of me. All I can say is that I'm glad little Eddie decided to take a nap.

I still had blue balls but I could live with that pain.

"SO Edward I heard that you had a class with a certain someone. Mmhmm?"

"Yes Alice, Bella was in my Biology class." Oh no how does she know this stuff.

"So did you talk to her?" she knew why not save her the breathe and just go out and say it.

"Yes Alice I did talk to her, and I loved talking to her she is very interesting, I think I might like her." I couldn't help but smile. No one. I mean no one has come close to making me feel like this.

"I KNEW IT! AWW EDWARD YOU HAVE TO ASK HER OUT!"

"Calm down Alice I plan to just give me some time."

And then my dear old brother had to butt in….

"YES our little Eddie isn't gay, and he is going to get some!"

"Emmett you are such a horndog, and yes I see myself with Bella but I want to make sure that she likes me too." I said this as a pinched the bridge of my nose.

He just smiled like the big goofball he is. Thank goodness he didn't say anything else.

As we pulled up to our house Emmett got out but Alice didn't.

"I have a good feeling about her Edward, ask her out and don't mess it up."

And with that she left me in my car.

I was going to ask Bella Swan out, She was perfect. She was unique. She would be mine.

With that decision made I walked into my house.

I said goodnight to my parents. They asked about my day and I told them that I would tell them tomorrow because I was really tired and wanted to go to sleep.

I walked up stairs to take my nightly shower.

I showered very quickly thankful that the French fry had indeed fallen out of my hair, then I pulled on a pair of sweat pants.

Sleep didn't come as easy as I wished, I couldn't get her off of my mind.

Bella, what a beautiful name for such a beautiful person…beautiful doesn't come close to describing her ah yes there's the word I'm looking for exquisite.

My lids started to shut as I lost contact with the real world.

I fell asleep dreaming about Bella in my arms.

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