A/N:
Sakura: Don't ask me how I thought of this...
Adiru: How-
Sakura: hits Adiru with a loaf of bread Do you Wonder now?!?!?
Adiru: no...
Sakura: Good. I own only this loaf of bread...
Kisa hugged her legs to her chest. Tears formed in her eyes as she sat alone in her bedroom. Another usual day had gone by at school. Kisa was quiet most of the day as the children in her class laughed and talked to one another. But for Kisa, today had been different.
There was a girl in Kisa's class that everyone wanted to be like. She had perfect dark curls and a quirky personality. She was popular. Usually Kisa was simply in the shadows of the girls as they walked down the hallways. She went unnoticed. But today, she was noticed. The girl had hurt Kisa. Pushed her into a locker and hurt her. Kisa didn't remember what she did or what happened, all she could remember was the girl yelling,"No one likes you! You have no friends! Stop even trying to make friends! You're a freak and a bitch, so do everyone a favor and just stop trying!
As Kisa sat in her room, still in her uniform and homework still undone, all she had wanted to do was cry. Lay down on her cold bedroom floor and cry. She had been wanting the tears in her eyes to fall for what seemed like hours. When the tears still didn't fall, Kisa continued to lay on her wooden floor, the coldness of it making her body calm. She tryed to keep all of the days thoughts behind her, focusing only to keep her mind blank.
When the room stopped being lit by the sun shining through Kisa's thin curtains draped over the window, Kisa got up off of her floor. She looked at the clock on her windowsill. It said that it was six thirty at night. 'Mom isn't going to be back tonight,' Kisa thought to herself. Her mother worked at a job that always had varying hours. She had always told her that if she wasn't back by five, then she wouldn't be home for a long while. Lately though, Kisa's mother hadn't been home at night.
Kisa opened her drawer and took out some pajamas. She didn't feel like eating that night. She walked down the hallway into her bathroom and locked the door behind her. She put the hot water on full blast and slowly undressed. She felt the hot water start to burn her skin as she showered. She soon got used to the water's high temperatures and stayed in the shower until there was no hot water left.
When she got out of the shower, she quickly got dressed, not even bothering to brush her hair or dry off. Kisa then went over to the sink and splashed water on her face to try to get the tears out of her eyes. She then caught at her reflexion. A young girl with golden hair and eyes simply just stared back at her. Something then caught Kisa's eye.
It was a razor on the edge of her sink. It looked as if her mother had maybe used it that morning, or that she was about to, but was running late for work and forgot to put it away. Kisa looked at the razor carefully. She then placed the cold blade onto her fresh, pale
skin. The tears finally came as the blade cut open her arms flesh.
Kisa felt good as watched the blood flow down her arm, as the tears finally fell down her cheeks.
Adiru: GASP! You're so bad!
Sakura: hits with bread No flames!
Adiru: Sorry!
Sakura: R & R!
Adiru: please?