So, I am writing ad working on my AshiyaxMaou story but this idea for Sebaciel wouldn't leave me be! Literally! It was all I could freaking think about and I couldn't stop SO to get it out of my system I'm going to write out this beautiful idea I got in my burning, weird mind!
Disclaimer: I do not own Black Butler in any way, shape or form! If I did it'd be yaoi everywhere and I'd be able to draw ~le sigh~ Everyhing Black Butler does belong to Yana Toboso!
The soft breathing was a comfort, the chest moving and falling with those soft breaths, lungs expanding as hot dry air slipped past lips in just satisfying movements as a heart thumped gently. Ciel Phantomhive, at age ten, would never have expected that these hot summer nights would come to an end in just one night. The small ten year old Phantomhive boy was laying against his mother's chest, her golden hair shimmering gently even in the darkness of the room as her slow hear beat sounded in his ear as his dark ashes lowered when a hand moved up stroking his heart making him start; all muscles moving and jerking as his heart jacked up with fear.
"Ciel, you need to sleep. It's much to late to be staying up, darling." His mother's voice was soft, gentle, warm and loving whisper all with same emotions as she shifted pushing Ciel back away gently to look at Ciel who's wide azure eyes held his surprise and shock.
"Mama, Dad isn't home yet. I wanna sleep with him and you." Ciel mumbled as he looked at his mother once he recovered from his shock as he looked into his mother's identical colored eyes when his mother stroked loose locks of his bangs out of his face.
"Dad is working late, remember darling? He won't be here tonight but I can tell you that the sooner you fall asleep the sooner he'll be here." Rachel whispered softly into the heated air as Ciel sighed curling into his mother's chest gently listening to her heart beat again.
"I can't sleep though, Mama. I really can't. Can we go and watch the television? Please?" Ciel asked his voice small and yet adorable against the flesh of his mother's collar bone and Rachel sighed smiling gently as she sat up twisting her torso reaching to the side turning the light on with a soft click, illuminating the room with a soft yellow light. Rachel looked at Ciel, who had shuffled into her lap with his soft small arms curving around her neck. "Please, Mama?"
"Fine, darling. But don't tell your Dad I let you stay up, he'll have my ass for it." Rachel chuckled out as she slid out of bed with a whisper of bare skin against the blankets while Ciel nodded as his mother pressed her feet to the floor then stood up moving her son's legs around her waist while walking across the master bedroom.
Ciel loved his parents room, it was so nice and warm, filled with the presence of his father with the bible on his desk along two large gallons of holy water along with his cross on the wall with a book case filled with many gospel books along the first shelf; his mother's presence was there with the soft coloring of the room, the soft silky red sheets they owned, even the second bookshelf was filled with his mother's romance books and, he heard in an gruff and low voice from his father, her erotica books as well making Ciel curious and had vowed to look at said books someday. Ciel had his own children and poetry books on the last shelf near the floor, all colorful minutes a few dark poetry books.
"Mama, why does Dad always have to be gone?" Ciel asked as his mother seemed to whisper across the room to the door, opening it and stepping out into the dark hall making Ciel jerk at the sudden change when the low shuffling noises made Ciel want to tremble as the dark seemed so...choking, pressing, but the light switch was flicked on making the ten year old relax at the flood of light.
"Your dad is a priest and the owner of Funtom, Ciel, that means many people will need him at all times. You'll understand when you take up your father's role when you're big, and eve if you don't when you're big you'll understand better." Rachel softly said as her blue eyes fixed to the stairs as they walked making Ciel frown gently as he looked at his mother who seemed...sad. Ciel reached up with his small hand and patted his mother's cheek making her eyes refocus as she looked down at Ciel then smiled squeezing her son softly, his legs resting comfortably around her waist as he stroked his mother's cheek.
"Mama, is Dad homophibib?" Ciel stuttered out the word wrinkling his brow while looking at his mother hoping she understood what he said for he had the words in his mind but he just could't get it out right and his mother laughed softly, adoringly as she poked the tip of Ciel's nose, her soft pink lips pulled into an adoring smile as her eyes twinkled.
"Do you mean homophobic, darling?" Rachel asked tilting her head, her hair shifting to her shoulder, due to it being down as she looked at Ciel who nodded. "Do you know what that word means then?" He hesitated then shook his head."Well, darling, to be homophobic means you don't believe nor like the idea of two men or two women being together."
"Why's that such a problem?" Ciel asked as his mother padded down the stairs, the trip down the hall seeming to be a hiccup in time to the small boy who stared curiously at his mother tilting his head.
"Because...well some people, like your father, believe it should be a man and a woman, but he isn't so die hard about it. He doesn't like it but he won't change anyone's views on their preferences, even if he doesn't like it. So no, I don't think he is homophobic." Rachel explained but upon seeing her son's blank stare she laughed lightly as the soles of her feet padded against the stairs as they neared the bottom and she kissed Ciel's forehead. "Do't worry, darling. One day you'll definitely understand."
"You and Dad always say that." Ciel sighed out in a way only a ten year old could as his cheeks puffed out gently in an adorable pout that made Rachel smile.
"Because it's true, darling. Life will make sense to you when you're bigger. I promise." Rachel replied fondly as she stepped off the last stair, the soft movements strangely making Ciel feel much to still as Rachel walked to the living room, only for the soft swish of bare feet over the carpet to fill Ciel's ears comfortably as they approached to the couch sitting down comfortably, Ciel turning around in his mother's lap as she searched for the remote. There was a crackling noise making Ciel tense as his mother turned the television on, the sound a low murmur but when a crash sounded, one that sounded like a thousand dishes breaking with a table flip sounded both mother and son jerked looking towards the living room doorway.
"Mama...?" Ciel whispered his eyes wide when he looked to his mother who had a scary intense face while reaching for the house phone, which was on the table making Ciel wish his mother would stop moving. She grabbed the phone, pulled up Vincent's number and pressed the phone to her son's hand.
"Ciel, I'm going to see what's going on, if you hear anything then you call Dad and you tell him to come home IMMEDIATELY. Can you handle that, darling?" Rachel looked at her son when a dragging sound rang from the darkness making Ciel flinch as he looked to his mother. This all felt...too sudden, too planned and much to corny. "Ciel! Do you understand!"
"Y-Yes, Mama, I understand." Ciel finally got out as his mother put him on the cushion looking to his mother with wide eyes when she moved her hand down, dragged her fingers through the front of his hair and bangs all the way to the crown of his head ruffling the dark locks softly.
"It's alright, darling." Rachel mustered as much comfort into her voice as she stared into her son's wide blue eyes while ruffling those soft locks. "Everything will be alright, I'll be right back." There was another crystalline shattering noise making a small sound form from Ciel's lips as he stared at his mother who smiled gently.
She then untangled her fingers from his hair as she smiled at him just as lovingly and adoringly as she had much before when Ciel was in bed with her only to turn and, with a drift of her golden hair, was disappearing into the darkness over the threshold of the home while Ciel sat on the couch, frozen stiff. He held the phone tight with both of his small hands then stared at his father's number swallowing nervously as his eyes flicked to the darkness of the doorway squeezing the phone hoping his mother would come back already and they'd watch TV together, that nothing was waiting in the darkness, that his heart wouldn't be beating so loud or hard against his thin chest as he took slow breathes but kept his eyes locked on the doorway.
He was about to open his mouth to speak when a sickening thud sounded making him drop the phone in his lap in a startled movement as his breath choked in his throat as his skin grew clammy with such a sickening noise only to the sound of a gurgle and a moist crunch that sent waves of nausea over Ciel as he pressed his hands to his mouth. The moist crunch sounded again with a soft cry this time making Ciel gag but close his eyes tight, at the noises when a cry, a distinct cry, made a sob spasm his chest and he held his hands over his ears tight while cradling the phone in his lap. What was his mother doing? If this was a joke it wasn't funny! Why was't she coming back? Why was she making those noises?
He felt tears gushing up into his eyes clinging to his lashes like liquid diamonds on those long dark lashes when he hit the dial button, listening to the dial tone just barely through the speaker rocking as a thud sounded again with a dragging noise again but that of a body this time. He was breathing much to fast, to quick, making a light wheeze start as he held his hands over his ears tight closing his eyes tightly as he scrunched himself up into a ball while hoping his father would pick up when a soft buzz of his father's voice sounded and he opened his eyes with surprise, his wet gaze looking to the phone. He picked it up, his hands shaking as those gross, moist noises continued and he sniffled listening to his father's voice.
"Ciel? Ciel, what's wrong? Ciel, where's your mother?" Vincent Phantomhive's voice was calm but the words came across as frantic as Ciel whimpered gently clinging to the phone as the first tear dripped to his cheek making others fall with it as he gasp, the sound a wet gurgle as his asthma began to kick in with the intensity of his locked up sobs and noises, his throat thick.
"Dad! Daddy, come home! Please! Please! Th-There's something wrong with Ma-Mom! There's something hurting her!" Ciel choked out as tears gushed down fast and in large globs that either slipped down Ciel's neck or landed to his night shirt only for his noise to begin to run joining the tears making him cringe light but his father was so far away he could't see but Ciel coughed hard for it was getting a little hard to breath and he was working himself up hard.
"Ciel! What's going on exactly, you need to tell me! Calm down! Get your inhaler, son! Get it!" Vincent was shouting Ciel gasped in ad out thickly, the wheezing loud with each breath but Ciel was clinging to the phone as he grabbed his sleeve in his hand hen sniffled hard only to wipe at the snot with the sleeve of his shirt as he coughed light.
"Daddy, I'm scared! I'm scared! Come home! Come home please! I'm so scared!" Ciel sobbed out in little chants as he held the phone in his hand tightly as he heard the thumps of feet coming towards him as he felt his panic setting in and he felt his eyes widened as his heart slammed against his chest like a drum while his blood moved like shards of ice through his veins.
"Ciel, please calm down! It's okay! Relax and I'll on my way home now but you have to tell me what's going on exactly and-Ciel!?" Ciel screeched as the phone was dropped onto the floor with a clatter. A tight grip held his little leg so he couldn't wiggle away even as he kicked and he gasped in and out but it felt like someone lined his throat with cotter and was squeezing.
"Daddy! Daddy save me! Help!" Ciel screeched feeling long, sharp knife like objects piercing his skin making him scream in panic as he kicked out his legs crazily, like a flopping fish as he clung to the carpet. "Daddy!"
No matter how tight he held the carpet he was dragged back as he screamed, the sound was like it had just been wretched from his very soul as his tears gushed in thick lines, his nose started running again and he closed his eyes tight but screeched when he was yanked up right and sharp teeth sank into his shoulder, so fast ad sudden making him screech. He wiggled but that only made the sharp teeth sink further into his flesh, past his knight shirt and layer of skin, fat and thin muscle as he gasped out in pure pain; blood bloomed on his white night shirt with the red of a rose as he gasped again which formed a screech feeling a chewing movement start making pain bolt through him, intense as a fire eating at his skin while dancing along the pain receptors in his body to go insane as he screamed and screamed. He wanted to get away but he was too weak, too tired and he was growing steadily weaker as the chewing motion continued and all over his screams his mother whimpered while the phone buzzed loud.
Ciel was screaming ad screaming, his throat was growing tighter even as it hurt with each and ever scream that left his throat as he sobbed loudly into the hot air of summer, of the house, his body trembling as he reached up to claw at the thing holding him only to look at his nails to see some sort of...miasma dancing off his finger tips where he'd no doubt scratched the thing in thick dark wisps only to disappear from his nails all together. This had to be a monster! A monster his parents told him wasn't real! This...This thing was real! It was real! It was hurting him! It was making him bleed! He was aware his lips kept moving, his throat kept burning as he screamed for someone to save him, as he called out for his mother-his father to save him as those teeth buried in like burning hot fire pokers. The pain...it hurt to much...it hurts...it hurts...It hurts!
"Ciel! Ciel! Answer me, Ciel!"
Ciel opened his lips as his glazed blue eyes stared upwards as his back arched with those burning teeth sank deep before, with him screeching, they popped out with a soft little spray at the fast movements, landing on his shirt in little red drops and a few even managed to get to the floor as those cursed sharp burning teeth were pulled from his body with a jerk ad he was dropped. Just like that! Dropped! The ground felt solid beneath him as he gasped in and out, his tears large as they ran down the side of his nose now onto the floor as he gasped in ad out with soft gurgles as his lungs struggled to get air in as he shuddered whining while his mother whimpered from somewhere behind him, now much fainter as his eyes just stared ahead, his expression giving him a glazed but surprised look as he gasped in nad out.
"Ciel! Answer me! Please! Ciel! Ciel! Ciel! Ciel!"