Prologue


What will you feel when one day your love one can not remember you ?

"Kannin na~ I really don't know what you're talking about."

That common amnesiac plot in drama's happened in your life.

"That's bullshit ! bullshit Shizuru!"

With just a blink, everything was not the same anymore.

"You're hurting me Miss, I'm asking you to leave or I will call a police"

What will you do ?

"Shizuru. . ."

Beg ? Plead ?

"Look, I'm so sorry for every mistakes that I have made. I promise you, I will be better. Just. . . I'm begging you. . You're all that I have."

Or make a fool out of yourself ?

"What ?! Do you hate me that much ? That you have to pretend ? Do you want to get rid of me that much ?"

Or accept the bitter truth ?

"Do i mean so little to you that you can forget me that easily ? am I just a trash to you that you want to throw away ?"

"Ara~ Im really sorry but I really dont know you"

I stared at her crimson eyes then I smiled. A bitter smile. Feeling like the world wants me to be miserable, to be toyed.

How could this happen so fast ? Yesterday we're so inlove and now. Why ? and How words can hurt so much ? The irony. The woman that makes me feel alive, happy and feel loved. Now is the woman that's killing me, breaking my heart and crushing my soul.

I swallowed the lump on my throat, my vision becomes blurry as tears formed in my eyes.

"I hate you."

The last words that I say before I runaway, away from her, away from everything.


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-aLhx