" Andrew could you please ask whomever is outside to come in please. Remember just because you're in high school doesn't mean that your not allowed to come and talk to me, I'm just a hallway away from you so feel free to come in anytime" her voice chimed with happiness
" Thanks Miss Bliss" Andrew waved as he held the door open for me
He flashed me a smile ,I just huffed walking into the room that flooded memories I wanted to push back in my head. My blonde locks covered my left eye as I sat angrily in the chair crossing my arms throwing my right leg up over my left.
I didn't want to be here I didn't want to hear her bullshit about how I 'm am better person than this. I just wanted to get my punishment and go.
" Helga is that you?" Miss Bliss questioned
" Yeah its me, look I just wanna get my punishment and get out of here . I don't want a reunion of any sort. So what I got a detention, suspension for a week, a month?" I rambled throwing my hands up rolling my eyes
"Woah there Helga why are you even in here? What happened?" She asked eyeing me as she pulled out my file my paper filled file that has grown ten time more since the last time I've been in this dam room
" Don't play dumb with me , I know they talked with you yesterday about what happened ." I began to say
" Helga I do not know what happened I assure you that what ever you may have heard about yesterdays events did not pertain you " she assured me
" That's a bunch of bull. I fucking heard what you said. " I yelled as I had a flash back
"She's been in five fights this year someone's going to have to set her on the right track. She's been so much these past few year someone's going to have to help her she's so much better than this"
her voice echoed in my head
" Ok , Your right Helga . You are so much better than this but what you heard wasn't about you." Miss Blissed sighed as she closed my folder
" What happened this time" She sighed
"Some short stake though it be cool to push my buttons so I shoved him against the locker told him to shut the fuck up. He said something that pissed me off so I beat his ass ,big whop now im here telling you all about it end of story." I rolled my eyes
" Helga tell me the whole story and give me proper names and will you please use less profanity"
" Nothing much more to tell Miss B. the kid just ticked me off I lost my cool enough said now what my punishment so I can get out of this joint." I said in a softer tone rolling my eyes once more
" Helga you cant keep holding back your emotions like this I know its hard..." she began to say
" YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING,YOU DONT KNOW ME, NOBODY DOES! SO QUIT TRYING TO GET IN MY HEAD AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND IT BECAUSE I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND IT!" I yelled catching myself from opening up again
" Helga , I understand that your hurting, i'm only trying to help" Miss bliss said trying to calm me down
" YEAH WELL THE LAST TIME YOU TRIED TO HELP I DIDDNT GET ANY..." I stopped myself there before I could finish the statement
" You didn't get any want?" She asked looking me in the eye
" Is this an integration room it doesn't fucking matter! All im in here for is for my punishment now lay it on me or am I just wasting my time ." I said as I saw a strange smile appear on Miss Bliss face
" Ok Helga your punishment is to be a student Aid for room"
I knew she wouldn't, not that dam room not that dam fucking room . Not the room that left me the way I am now. Not the room where almost all my secretes where told.
"206" she finished
" And if I refuse " I asked giving her leaning back in the chair with my arms folded
" And if you refuse well you'll be held back you wont graduate with your class next year. " She smirked as she continued to read my file
" You wouldn't" I dare moving forward
" Look Helga I've done the best that I could for you these past few years but one more slip up and well you might not be graduating with your class with him..." She said before I could cut her off
" Why would you care if I graduate with football head. I don't give a flying fuck about him or anyone in my class except myself" I said stubbornly knowing who she was hinting at
"Not even your friend Phoebe " She ask casually raising her eyebrows
" I ... of course I care for her she's like my best friend but ... I don't know what though I treat her like crap sometime." I said boldly at first by the end of the sentence I was whispering to myself
" Anyways there is no way in hell im going back in that fucking room no way!" I said
" Ok so we'll do a deal then. For each day you work as student aid your bad files will be terminated like it doesn't exist. Don't think I don't know about those collage applications you've been sending." Miss Bliss said catching my surprise
" You caught my attention how much of that record a day?" I said raising my now slimed down separate eyebrows
" Depends how good you work" She smiled back
" Fine deal" I could totally use that considering most of my record would kill my chance of entering any collages of my chose
" You start next week Monday 11-12:30 sharp do not be late or leaving the class early " Miss bliss smiled widely
" That also include a schedule for visiting me . Helga we need to discus a few things" She said as she handed me a planner
" I think I have enough disusing for my life time ."I said as I got up from the seat I was sitting in
" Helga I think you need some... help...I understand its hard at home for you since your mother..." her voice wavered
" DONT YOU DARE LECTURE ME ABOUT HAPPENED I GET ENOUGH SHIT FOR IT AS IT.I DONT NEED YOU TELLING ME WHAT ELSE I DO WRONGE ! I DONT NEED YOU PITY ; YOUR HELP US PATAKIS WE DONT...we don't need any help we handle things by ourself." I said trying to voice from breaking
"stop it old girl you have to pull yourself together there was nothing you could have done ,it not your fault she..."my own thoughts wondered as I tapped my fingures around my thigh as the memory played in my head.
" How long ago was it when you stopped writing" She asked out of the blue almost in a whisper
The truth was I never stopped but inspiration died down after the incident. I couldn't write, I couldn't sleep hell I couldn't even eat all in that time my wonderful oddly shaped football head was always there. Like somehow he knew.
Bob found my writings he told me I was a shit of a writer if that's what I was calling myself. That I shouldn't waste my time on something I wasn't even good at . He rampaged though my room and threw away everything every last writing I had left HE told me to get my head out the dam clouds and go put my time to good waste. But unannounced to him though I got it all back thanks to Phoebe but they never left my side after that. God if it would have been Olga she be praised no worship even if it was a literal peace of shit.
" Helga did you hear me" She asked
"Im not allowed to anymore if that answers your question. " I said leaving the room
Hi this is Helga's return to room 206 .I hopped you enjoyed reading .
( Dr. Bliss works at the school bc why not )
I understand that I left a lot of things unopened I assure you Helga's one big ball of mystery and I try to make things more clear as time goes by. If you have any suggestions feel free to private message me I will give you full credit if I use your suggestion.
Disclaimer :I do not own Hey Arnold