Title: I won't cry
Author: SilverCeleb
Fandom: Star Wars
Rating: K
Pairing: Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon, Obi-Wan/Anakin
Genre: angst
Disclaimer: I don't own these characters or make money with them.
Summary: A small drabble of Obi-Wans thoughts after the third episode. My first fanfiction written in English.
He stood there, thinking about Qui-Gon. The first lover, who had died so many years ago. He had cried then, he had been so lost. Now, tears were almost running free again, but he didn't want to cry. Not this time, not for the man who had just betrayed him. He didn't want to think about him. He didn't want to think about everything he had lost, everything he once had considered clear, everything he could have had if only...
All those times when they had been together. Laughing, smiling, sparring, eating and sleeping. He could still remember running after his curious padawan, jumping into wast hole and bathing in the river under clear blue sky. He remembered small hands wrapping around him and the mechanic wings he had bought for illegal flying competition. He still could remember those three words. "I love you."
"I won't cry, I won't!"
Standing alone in the desert jedimaster wept.