Chapter 1 The Past

Finn's POV

Five Years Ago...

"Finn will you stop!" Rachel yelled at me.

"No Rach you stop you can't be serious you are not going to New York."

Rachel comes home and says that they want her to star in a play out in New York. I mean I know it has always been her dream to leave Lima but that was before we got serious and got married and I know we got married young but we have been in love since we were twelve. Who cares if we got married when I was twenty and she was nineteen. We are suppose to be together she is not going to New York.

"Finn you can't stop me from following my dream you know me better then anyone and you know I always wanted to get out of here and here is my shot."

"Rachel that was your dream. Which means in the past. You and me are together you can't just leave. You are not going to New York and that is final. Now come on lets watch a movie or something." I told her and sat on the couch.

"You can't be serious I stayed here after I finished high school because you asked me to stay and marry you but you said if I ever had a chance to get out of here I can we could. Now you won't even think about it."

"God Dammit Rachel! You are not leaving and that is the end of this conversation." I said and walked over to her. "You are not going to New York you are gonna stay here and we are gonna start a family like we talked about."

"Finn I am going to New York and you are not gonna stop me. I am gonna make something of myself I am not just gonna stay in Lima forever. We talked about having a family and we also talked about New York but I guess things change." She started to walk upstairs.

"What does that mean and if you think that you are leave you are wrong." I followed her. She was in our room packing.

"Finn I can't stay here I have to leave I have a chance to make something of myself. I am sorry but I have to." Tears were running down her cheeks.

"No! If you love me you won't go you'll stay."

"I love you Finn I always will but I have to go." I walk up to her and make her look at me.

"You are staying and that is final now lets have some dinner and watch a movie like we do every Friday."

"Finn I can't."

"Yes you can I love you Rach I am not letting you go. You are the only thing that matters to me." I can feel the tears in my eyes.

"Finn..." I kissed her.

"I love you. You are my wife." She nodded and she kissed me.

"Come on." She pulled me over to the bed.

She started to kiss me and I kissed her on her neck and then we started ripping each other's clothes off. As we made love all I could think is she is not leaving. I changed her mind. I fell asleep holding Rachel in my arms. When I woke up she was gone.

"Rachel where are you?" I looked all over the house for here. All her things where gone. The only thing left was her ring and a note.

Dear Finn

I am not good at goodbyes. You of all people should know that. You are my first love and my best friend. But you can't control me and more. I left for New York. I had a feeling once you knew I left you would want us to be over. So here is your ring. I am so sorry Finn. I love you always have and I always will. But I have to do this. Nothing was gonna stop me. I will send you the divorce papers. Goodbye Finn I love you.

-Rachel

That was Five years ago...

She left and she sent the divorce papers. I never signed them I always send them back to her. She is still my wife and always will be. Now I am twenty five and I think about her everyday. I write her letters but never send them. All I know is that she is still on Broadway. I never went after her. That was the biggest mistake of my life. I have never seem anyone because I have a wife and I still wear my ring. I keep hers in my sock drawer. Hoping one day she will come back and we will have the kids we talked about. She will come back because I never signed the papers.

Rachel's POV

Leaving Finn was the hardest thing I have ever done but he wouldn't let me follow my dream. I love him and I always will but I am engaged. I can't get married until Finn signs those papers I send them to him but he never signs them. I know that if I go see him that I will never leave thats why I left when he was sleeping because if I looked into his eyes I would never have left. But here I am on a plane to Lima to get him to sign these papers. When my plane lands I go to the house that I lived in with Finn. I park my car and get out. He is working on his truck. He turns around.

"Finn"

"Rachel... You came back."

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