disclaimer: I don't own Saint Seiya/Knights of the Zodiac. It's that simple.
This is written from Shun's point of view. This is my first Saint Seiya fic, and my first shounen ai, so please don't flame too hard. Oh yeah and Chaos, well, she's hard to explain. She kinda looks like an angel. She's not but she looks like one.
How I Feel
I looked up at the sky in the twilight, watching as the first lights of what would soon be a sea of stars blinked on. I caught myself looking backwards, one more time, to see if I could get a glimpse of him. Sighing, I lay back on the grass, thinking to myself. I'd had today to myself and I'd finally managed to come to terms with my emotions, the ones that have been clouding my thoughts for weeks. I've realized that I do love him, with all my heart. Now my only problem, is how to tell him that. Not to mention my brother. I'm sure if Ikki found out he'd freak. So, what can I do? Is there anyone I could talk to? No. No one would understand. I guess I'll just have to wait til the right time and tell him. "SHUN!" I sit up and turn around to find Seiya standing in the doorway. "What?" "Ikki wanted me to tell you to come inside. It's getting late and it's supposed to rain tonight." I sigh. Ikki worries too much. I don't know what he'd do without me to worry about. I stand up and head inside, only to be greeted by, not only Seiya, but also Jab, Shiryu, and Hyoga. "Hey Shun, what were you doin' out there anyway?" "Huh? Oh, just thinking, that's all Jab. Thinking and looking at the stars. I found Draco while I was looking." I smile over at Shiryu. He looks away from me and heads into the living room, "come on guys. Are we going to watch that movie or not?" "We are." Seiya and Jab follow him, looking rather amused. I fall in step with Hyoga, "so, what are we watching?" "Silence of the Lambs. I think it's one of those Hannibal Lecter movies." He laughs as I cringe slightly. "Ugh. I think I'll pass. I'll be up in my room if anybody wants me." "Okay." I turn and head up the stairs. I enter my room and, shutting the door, lean there a moment. That was close. I don't know how I kept control of myself for even that short time. Finally sure I'm in control again, I go over to my bookcase and pull a ragged paperback off the shelf. The Stream of the Sky,* my personal favorite. I've lost count of how many times I've actually read it, but I always enjoy reading it again. I ease onto my bed to read, but by the start of the second chapter I can't concentrate. Instead, I find my thoughts drifting back to him. Unable to read further, I set the book on the table by my bed and lay down. As I start to fall asleep, my thoughts slip back to him again. If only I could tell him how I.....
That's it for chapter 1. Please stick around for chapter 2. *I came up with this title for the fic. If there really is a book called this please let me know.
*Suddenly Phoenix Ikki comes out of nowhere.*
Ikki: Who the hell are you?
Chaos: *spreads wings & bows* I am the Chaos of Hearts
Ikki: You know you're picking on my little brother right?
Chaos: *folds wings again* Yep
Ikki: Well do me a favor and leave him alone. I've got to many other people to kill.
Chaos: heh heh, make me pyro boy