Misaki woke up early the last morning of winter break and saw a sleeping Usami Akihiko next to him."ACK!" He jumped up and threw the sheet over his bare chest waking
Usami. "We didn't do anything did we?" Misaki blushed a deep red color. "If we did it wouldn't make a difference because we are lovers." Usami said back a smirk on
falling on his lips. "BAKA USAGI!" "I'm just kidding." Usami laughed leaned over and kissed Misaki. "Baka." Misaki crossed his arms and blushed.
Misaki thought of a dream he had that night the dream was that Misaki's brother Takahiro fell in love with Usami and Usami left Misaki for Takahiro and his life
became a big mess. What if this was just a whim of Usami's what if he wouldn't be in love with him forever like he said he would be...what if...Misaki was hurting
Usami... "Usagi-san.." Misaki turned on his side so he could see Usami. Even in the dark his silver hair was shiny and seemed to be glowing, and his eyes had a
beautiful a violet luster. Misaki couldn't deny the fact that Usami was handsome and not being able to deny it was what pissed Misaki off the most. Misaki quickly
snapped back into reality. "Misaki you were going to say something?" Misaki's eyes filled with tears and he began to cry. "Misaki. Whats wrong?" "Do you still love...
Nii-chan?" Misaki buried his face in Usami's chest. "Me? Love your brother..? I didn't" Usami began but trailed off. He was completely lost he had no idea Misaki felt
that was and the fact that he didn't know made him feel horrible. He knew Misaki was the kind of person to always blame himself but this.. 'I'm sorry Usagi-san..."
Misaki buried his face deeper into Usami's bare chest. "It's not Nii-chan who's in-sensitive it's me i mean you've been.." Misaki didn't want to say it but he knew he
had too. "You've been...I mean,...What I'm trying to say is... You've been in love with him for ten years you can't get over something like that in a few minuets
can you?" Usami was shocked hi didn't think a thought like that could cross Misaki's mind long enough to hurt him so much. Usami hugged Misaki tightly. "You cried for me
me. Remember?" Misaki remembered hearing Usami say something like that when they first met. This calmed Misaki down a bit, but he still cried into Usami's chest Usami
ran his fingers thought Misaki's chestnut colored hair. Trying to calm him Usami didn't think something as silly as this could get Misaki so worked up. Even so, it
made Usami smile. Misaki loved him so much that he cried at the thought of losing him. "Misaki." Usami cupped Misaki's face in his hands and kissed him. Misaki calmed
down a little bit at the farmilar feel of Usami's lips against his Usami pulled Misaki closer deepening the kiss. Usami let Misaki go and used his thumb to wipe tears
off of Misaki's cheeks. "Look here now if I didn't love you I wouldn't be goings to the worlds end for you and I still wouldn't be here." Usami put a hand on Misaki's
face an kissed him. He reached up and lightly stroked Misaki's hair, and Misaki too upset to do anything let his arms hang limp at his sides. upon Noticing this Usami
leaned in close to Misaki so that their foreheads were touching and said, "Misaki i was in love with your brother yes but when you cried for me i fell head over heels
in love with you, so now i really really need you to be in love with me too. So Misaki please..." Misaki burst into sobs. "Usagi-san!"He hugged Usami tightly "I just
knew how hurt you were and i really just wanted to prove to everyone that I really loved you even if no one else did.." his mummbled shly into Usami's chest. "Oh my
Misaki, why do always do things that make me so happy." Misaki made a stifled noise as Usami pulled him upward into a kiss. Misaki rested his head on Usami's chest
and listened to the steady thump-thump of Usami's heart as if it were music. Usami pulled Misaki's head off of his chest leaned down and lighlty kissed Misaki's
lips. Usami's large hands ruffled Misaki's hair as he pulled back a little so their lips were almost touching. "Oh Misaki you so adorable too adorable for words." Usami
leaned forward and kiss Misaki, causing him to jump he must have gotten lost in Usami's violet eyes, but he quickly relaxed. He reached up and put a hand on Usami's
head, and Misaki realized that Usami's silver colored hair was surprisingly soft. They broke apart and Misaki started to fall asleep but shyly said "Usagi-san I love
you." He truly did act like a kid sometimes but that was Usami's favorite thing about him... "I love you more you silly little kid." Miskai nestled up close to Usami
and whispered half asleep. "I love you most. Baka Usagi." Then they felln asleep toghter just like that "you silly silly little kid...you throw me so off kilter
sometimes..And for that reason I love you more and more every day and really do hope you feel the same.."
