The Unworthy Savior

by bumblebays

Basically just a short poem from Castiels point of view trying to make amends for all the wrongs he has done not only to his family and all the angels, but to Dean.

I need you,
to save me.
Not from demons,
but myself.
I am guilt,
I am pain,
and I know,
I deserve hell.

If I see,
what I have done,
to my family,
and to you,
I am scared,
I will lose myself.
I am scared,
of what I'll do.

Soldier of god,
what kind of savior am I?
All I've done,
is destroy, kill, and lie.

The righteous man,
So broken, weary, and torn.
To save you,
I'd fight every war.
But even after,
what I thought was rescue,
it was I,
who had abandoned you.